MSCATHERIINE

2012-02-10T03:10:00.002+08:00

Why was Snow White given a poisoned apple?

To show us that not everyone is going to be kind && not everyone is really who they are.

Why did Cinderella run away at midnight?
...
To remind us that everything does have its limitations, even dreams.

Why did Ariel exchange her fins for a fee?

To show us that people are willing to give up anything to be happy.

Why did Aurora sleep for 100 years?

To tell us that you might have to wait a long time for something, but it’s worth it.

Why did Princess Jasmine fall for Aladdin?

To let us know that what the heart wants what it wants; no matter what.

Why was Belle in love with a Beast?

To remind us that you can’t really help
what's on the outside, but if the inside is beautiful, then nothing will stand in the way of your love.

2012-01-23T00:38:00.000+08:00

welcome CoCo~

GONG HEI FA CHOI !!

2012-01-18T17:36:00.002+08:00

This year resolution 2012

1. obtain class 3 licence

2. LOTSA OF CHECKUP (getting older must watch out)

3. hitting e min goal ($$$$)

4. able to find a love one who understand me

5. travelling with love one.

6. travel BKK alone.

7. maybe a new job scope.

2012-01-03T00:07:00.001+08:00

Numerology Gibberish(that might just change your life).

If you were born on the:

1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.
3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.
4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.
5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
8th, 17th, 26th of any month then you are number 8.
9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1
You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous
on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular. You
always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent. You are most
likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature! You are
likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most
likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a
spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you
will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of
the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas. But in
your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you &
your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a
pioneer, independent & original your best match is 4, 6, 8 while a good match
would be with 3, 5 and 7.

Number 2
No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You
day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for
every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change
according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of
musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet
as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a
sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You
are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you
settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you
are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will
sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad
vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no
other people can put up with you!

Number 3
You are hardhearted and selfish most of the time. You always tend to have lots
of problems within your family in the early stages but you will be able to cope
with everything. You seem to have your way in everything. And from birth you
would always have to work hard to achieve anything you want. You always make a
point to set examples on others, especially the younger ones. Generally you are
not a cool person. It’s not easy dealing with you. A tough player you are! But
once you are comfortable with someone, it will be a lasting friendship. You
always earn respect from others. Your Ilk seems to have lots of worries and
problems but they won’t be for long. You will have brilliant kids! You love
money a bit too much so temptation will push you to try endlessly. You will look
after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being
generous and kind (except for men born on the 21st). You love your freedom,
creative and ambitious, a person who brings beauty, hope & joy to this world!!!
Your best match 6 and 9. Good match 1, 3, and 5.

Number 4
You are very stubborn, very hard working but unlucky in important matters in
life, very cool and helpful. You might repel people away from you, you may cause
nuisance to others if you area man, as you gifted are with understanding other
people’s problems. If you are a girl, you excel in your studies and arts. If you
are a guy you spend most of your time with girl friends and you tend to have too
much fun with your mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and
get on with their life and you will be left empty handed. So be careful! You
love to spend. Your positive side is that you are always around to help family
and friends. You always fall in love with those younger than you. You often live
with disappointments but you will take good care of your family. You need to be
careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart (ahaks!). And
beware of your relationships too. You are radical, patient, persistent, and a
hit old-fashioned; you live with foundation & order. Your best match 1, 8. Good
match 5, 6, and 7.

Number 5
You are very popular and you can get things done only by talking. Even to your
enemies! You are business-minded and like to do things spontaneously. You will
be famous if you get involved in any business. Your friends and families will
always ask for your help, and you are the one actually with the money to help
your friends. You will have more than one relationship, but when you settle down
you tend to be selfish. You tend to go for other relationships – even if you are
married at times because of your popularity. You tend to get along easily with
anyone because the numbers is a middle number. You love freedom and changes. You
learn your life through your personal experiences. Your best match 1, 2, Good
match 6, 8.

Number 6
Ooopppss… You were born to enjoy! You don’t care about others. I mean you
always wanted to have a lifetime of enjoyment. You will excel in either
education or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people
who you think are nice), and popular. All good things come easily to you. Your
mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveable by any number. But
if you are a number 6 men, you will be involved in more than a few relationships
until you get married. If you are a girl, most of you will get married/engaged
early. You are a caring person towards your family and friends. You are a person
of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgment, and
after all you can heal this world’s wounds to make peace for everyone because
you have the great power and caring talent to take the world of love one step
further.. Your best match 7, 6, and 9. Good match 4, 5.

Number 7
You are realistic, confident, happy, and talented in education, music, art,
singing, and most importantly in acting. You also have a bad temper! You value
your family status a lot; you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain
age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls. Most of the number 7s faces
lots of problems with their married life. Only a few are happy. You have
everything in your life but with worries throughout your lifetime. You need to
get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don’t, then you
might end-up being single. You are born to contribute to everyone’s joy. Your
best match is 2. Good matches are 1, 4.

Number 8
You have a very strong personality and people will find it hard to understand
you. You are more likely to suffer in your younger years. You might be also the
one responsible to look out for your family. You often suffer all the way
through life. You will learn life in a very practical way. You are the one who
will fight for justice and may even die in the war too. You are normally very
reserved with a handful of friends and most of the time, live life alone and
always prepared to help others. However, once you settle down, (which is often
late), then your had lucks will disappear. You will face unexpected problems
such as encountering poisonous animals, and accidents. You are highly-
disciplined, persistence, and courageous, and it is your strength that will take
you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your
Best match 1, 4 and 8. Good match 5.

Number 9
You guys are the most incompatible people in the world. You are so strong,
physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and will
think it’s still hard to get there, even if you already have gotten there!
Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will
have to fight in life. You are respected by others. You were however very
naughty in your childhood, and often got beaten up by your parents and had been
involved in fights and you seemed to have suffered lots of injuries. But when
you grow older you become calm and will fall into the quiet and dignified macho
type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are however good in engineering or
banking jobs because people always trust you. Your family life is very good, but
you will always worry over your children. Your finer qualities are that you are
humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve
targets and serve every one equally without any prejudice. You are a role model

for everyone. Your best match 3, 5, 6, and 9. Good match 2.

2012-01-01T04:56:00.000+08:00

i started my 2012 with ths =)

2011-12-31T04:40:00.002+08:00

It e last day of the month.

It begin being single and it ended up single too.

lot of resolution i didnt manage to keep it up

2011 have been a normal year for me.

did manage to enjoy lotsa of short trip.

met good and bad stranger.

met some one who can understand me.

2012 will be a better year for me hopefully.

tonight gonna have house party at my place.

drink drank drunk

bye 2011.

welcome 2012

xoxo

2011-12-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

I only miss you when I'm breathin'
I only need you when my heart is beatin'
You are the colour that I'm bleedin'
I only miss you when I'm breathin'

This ain't no ordinary feelin'
You are the only thing that I believe in
I know you're coming back to me a-a-a-and
I will be waiting here for you till the end

2011-11-22T04:44:00.001+08:00

is it going to end like this ?

2011-10-27T15:22:00.001+08:00

there is fate but no destiny .

2011-10-26T00:33:00.004+08:00

25-10-2011

was my "BOSS" birthday .

haha but didnt take pic with him.

but i m cam whoring LOL.

2011-10-24T03:40:00.001+08:00

I M VERY DISAPPOINTED.

2011-09-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

FUCKING PISSED OFF

EVERY THING I DO WITH EFFORT.

YOU DONT APPRECIATE.

2011-08-25T01:11:00.002+08:00

4 hr of work !.

7.30 -11.30

shiokness.

my sore throat is back.

as i ate ice cream.

so tempting.

BOOO

tomorrow back to work liao

6 day to end my working at MBS

and 6 day back to my working at AIRPORT.

p.s i need you e most, and u r nt there for me.

2011-08-22T01:33:00.001+08:00

2011-08-22T01:16:00.000+08:00

2011-08-19T00:14:00.003+08:00

一个人在这个夜里孤单的难以入睡
真的想找个人来陪不愿意一个人喝醉
醉了以後就会流泪数著你给的伤悲
为什麽妳总让我憔悴
别说我的眼泪妳无所谓
看我流泪妳头也不回
哭过了泪乾了心变成灰
我想要的美妳还不想给
伤了的我的心怎需面对
爱给了妳我不後悔
只希望妳给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰需要妳安慰
喔~~~~~
看我流泪妳头也不回
哭过了泪乾了心变成灰
我想要的美妳还不想给
伤了的我的心怎需面对
爱给了妳我不後悔
只希望妳给我一次机会
让我去追让我去飞
毕竟爱过的心需要安慰需要妳安慰

2011-08-05T01:30:00.001+08:00

ya ya ignore me all u want.

your a toy boy that all

bye.

2011-08-04T03:02:00.001+08:00

MR MIKE TAN

U R KILLING ME SLOWLY.

COULD YOU STOP WHAT U DOING

IT TORTURING.

2011-08-02T05:18:00.001+08:00

stop calling me drunk
when youre stumbling home
boy you shit outta luck
you gonna be sleeping alone
oh an stop telling lies
as if im stopping you
you know you be crying to my bestfriends and my mama too
you’re really creeping me out
and will you leave it alone
dont be suprised if i just go ahead and cut off the phone
and you’re so stuck in the past
you just need to let it go

2011-07-23T05:19:00.001+08:00

Baby

i need you

i miss you

i want you

i love you

i wanna hold you

i wanna kiss you

you're my everything

and i really miss you

it is like putting a fake smile.

when u told me you are with her.

trying not to show i m jealous.

i know it impossible.

BUT

i just want you to be happy

with or without me

xoxo

love you

2011-07-19T14:21:00.001+08:00

NXT month i have been transfer to
MBS for a month .
but i was thinking for 2 mth .
as F1 is coming. and the working hour is accepted for me to work before
my bdae. =)

2011-07-14T04:57:00.000+08:00

The sun goes down
The stars come out
And all that counts is here and now
My universe will never be the same

I'm glad you came

2011-07-14T04:51:00.003+08:00

by right. i m should be heading bed.

as i have been working 12pm to 1am from 11th-14th july.

yes indeed very tiring.

jus felt there is some thing missing in my life.

and i m sick of being a spare tyre for others.

i jus want a person to take care of me.

we can share joy n happiness together.

i m putting a fake smile.

it just a temporary happy

2011-07-02T06:45:00.000+08:00

baby , why are you going for a work trip @ a wrong timing

no one is going to morning call me , when u r away. =(

2011-06-10T01:00:00.000+08:00

OMG. it is so sweet.

2011-05-21T04:31:00.002+08:00

life is really getting so fuck up.

i m feeling that i m struck in my own world

with no other people around.

desperate

mind losing

no sense of belong

yes

e feeling like being

brain screw.

i do not wish to be like ths

i jus wish for attention and

some one to care .

i m tired of being some one lover

i want a black shiny amour knight for me to lean on

where r u ?

2011-04-25T19:51:00.000+08:00

Boy you know you get me high
Won't you take me on a ride
Tell me where you want to go

Strangers, again

2011-04-23T15:44:00.000+08:00

2011-04-23T07:25:00.000+08:00

baby it over~

2011-04-20T05:07:00.003+08:00

yes indeed today was a very bad day.

there is this guy we shall name him as MR.S.

knowing him almost half year.

thing been going rocky.

loving a person is so hard.

why was it so hard giving secure?

yes he is nt giving me a chance

whereby he do have feeling for me.

and he kept saying he gave me lot of chance.

but each time it disappoint him .

was i a pig he is testing out.

i wanted to wait .

but he told me not too.

today is e day i promise myself

that it will be e last time meeting him.

maybe he is right ,

my destiny is not up yet.

and he is not e one.

i m a simple girl, as long u gave me a secure i wont feel paranoid.

why was it so hard.

it hurt really badly.

very badly.

it's like e feeling of gotten into a broke up .

he cant give up .

neither i stand a chance.

i dont wanna give up

but it hurting me.

do i always deserve such a treatment?

2011-03-24T05:41:00.001+08:00

hmm having PMS

feeling uneasy n felt vexed

don't know what direction should i be taking.

sigh.

felt rival is up to challenged me.

damn.

tired of thinking of plan.

2011-03-13T13:36:00.001+08:00

Do you hear me? I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

Lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning 'round
You hold me right here, right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh, ooh

2011-03-13T00:38:00.002+08:00

yes, you give me hope.

and crush my hope.

was so totally awaiting for today

so i can get to see you.

but

u nbr say u cant.

u told me maybe.

maybe? e chance is still there u r meetin me

but after hearing.

u cant.

how to get nt angry

i m nt trying to be unreasonable

but if u cant . u say cant. u cant say maybe

yess i m numb.

have e urge to feel pain.

to know whether am i still alive in ths world.

trying to not think negative

but i really dont know what can i think off.

you spin me round.

i m having headache.

maybe we shouldnt even had met.

2011-03-04T04:45:00.002+08:00

my working auntie at e airport.

wahahahahha.

i look so round.

that why

i m back on diet again.

chicken sia.

2011-03-03T03:56:00.001+08:00

3 more day to go.

hehe.

2011-03-01T06:55:00.000+08:00

BABY u r miss by me.

2011-02-22T01:30:00.001+08:00

yes day by day

getting worst.

im upset.

u r angry

i thought u will be there for me.

but my guess is wrong.

i alway never think before i talk.

or is there a barrel between us.

i need pain to numb myself.

2011-02-21T04:56:00.001+08:00

now i m at total lost.

some how i wanna get back to my miserable past life.

it hard to survive ths present life.

i only kw

i have been hurt deep inside.

2011-02-21T03:21:00.003+08:00

you never know how much it hurt.

without ur attention

yes i m demanding.!

i jus want a accompany.

is it hard?

yes u r busy .

i kw u need room for urself.

but i cant help it.

feeling so fuck miserable i feel like dying.

2011-02-20T00:36:00.000+08:00

2nd night.

ur not there with me.

how can it be?

WHEN WLL YOU HAVE E TIME!!

2011-02-19T08:57:00.000+08:00

#Cancer signs are sensitive, romantic, lazy, emotional, shy, and sympathetic to others.

2011-02-19T00:37:00.003+08:00

baby i kw i have been a nusiance

but i cant help it.

2 choice.

accept it

leave it.

i miss ur accompany.

i miss hugging you.

i miss chatting over e phone.

i miss viwawa-ing wit u.

i miss video camming with you.

i miss the smell of ur shirt.

your kiss, hug.

even thought you dont love me

neither adore me.

but u care for me.

i know i wont get to hear sweet word from you.

everything i wanted

it seem that i cant achieve it.

i m like a abandon cat.

no one wanted.

roaming alone.

stranger passby .

either they care or hurt me.

will you ever know how i feel?

i just need YOU by myside.

i m selfish .

i cant help it.

p.s didnt get had a chance to talk with you today.

blogging out my feeling.

you never know.

je t'aime

2011-02-10T04:46:00.002+08:00

feeling damn moody.

samybb

sorry if u think i think too much.

it in my blood.

i cant help it.

i kw is impossible.

but i felt i have no where to lean on.

but i need to be strong

cos one day u wont be there for me.

but ur sudden missing today really make me miserable.

and i know i fell for in a deep shit.

cos this cant be happening.

i think it losing it control.

and no one can control it. only me.

2011-02-03T04:52:00.001+08:00

GONG XI FA CAI.

2011-01-26T00:18:00.002+08:00

ok ok .
been busy , not mia.
today is my last day at terminal 2.
request transfer to terminal 3.
hope it will be a better place n prove that terminal 3 can do it too!

for e past 7mth at terminal 2.
cant click with one partner thought.
it seem like we cant co-op at all.

anyway
i dont care lalalala.

haa.

lazy to blog.
but jus wanna do a small update. =)

comp reformating soon.
si bei sian

2011-01-01T09:07:00.001+08:00

2011-01-01T06:02:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR
ALL MY FRIEND.

New year resolution .

1. Drving lic
2. Saving $10k
3. More oversea trip
4. Hit target every month
5. Travel agent lic

make ur new year a good start

=)

p.s MR F. hw dare u didnt wish me on e spot !! LOL JK

2010-12-28T04:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR F.

you promise, u will date me out.
dont break your promise ok.

=)

2010-12-13T22:23:00.002+08:00

on e 08-12-2010
darling 21st birthday .
zrica, rebel. arena

ladies night
with vidhiyah n calvyn

kuku year since i met calvyn.
always very steady.

best buddy ever.

clubbing at zirca and rebel
the feel is not there any more
unlike last time MOS
smoove and the main arena

realize now most club.
use locker liao.
so limited space.
so ex $3 -.-

ths week very nua week.
mon- morn
tue,wed - off
thur, fri - late
sat, sun off.

LOL
wed going JB by KTM train.
wanna try e experience
badly.
heard it closing end of ths year

gonna spend a bomb again
=(

but still manage to save up.
almost half month i still got $1k.
not bad LOL
usually impossible for me to save up.

happy abt my life.
just that some time feel abit lonely.

boooo

MR.F.
how long u want me to wait.?

ROAR

p.s Santa's gonna come and make him mine this Christmas Won't you help me out

2010-12-03T21:59:00.003+08:00

just dye my hair red brown.
color is really damn nice but the fringe part too kim liao.

i think when my black root start growing will be damn cui

plus my hair quite spoilt.
dont think can dye any more.

HURHUR.

gonna be a laughing stock .

2010-12-03T18:19:00.000+08:00

Think of that time not long ago
All those days we spent alone
Walking hand in and hand and never letting them go

But now you're into someone new
And I can't forgive you
For making all those promises that will never come true

Tell me now where did our love go
Tell me now I've got the right to know
Tell me how you can stand the way you're hurting me so oh oh
Tell me if you ever change your mind
Tell me if you wanna make it right
Am I the only one hurt tonight?

Oh baby, why don't you care?
Whatever happens to me you won't be there
And I know wherever we go
We'll be apart, apart, apart

Can't see what you have done to the girl that you adored
I used to touch the sky but now I'm down to the floor

I gave my everything to you
And we both know that whoever you replace me with
She'll never love you like I do

Tell me now where did our love go
Tell me now I've got the right to know
Tell me how you can stand the way you're hurting me so oh oh-oh
Tell me if you ever change your mind
Tell me if you wanna make it right
Am I the only one hurt tonight?

Oh baby, why don't you care?
Whatever happens to me you wont be there
And I know wherever we'll go
We'll be apart, apart, apart

You're no longer the man you used to be
Cause the man that I loved wasn't cruel to me
He'd never hurt me so

Now I'm on my knees, as you watch me cry
You just stand there calm, all you do is sigh
No way, I can't recognize
You're not mine anymore

Can't you come back to me?
Just the way you used to be?
Can't you come back to me?
Just the way that you used to be?

Can't you come back to me?
The way you used to be?
Can't you come back to me?
Can't you bring your love back to me?

Oh, oh my baby, why don't you care?!
Whatever happens to me you won't be there
And I know wherever we'll go
We'll be apart, apart, apart
Apart, apart, apart, apart

2010-11-24T04:12:00.001+08:00

today on my way back home from work
get to know ths cute guy whose 1st day work at e airport.
LOL.
melchor.. is his nameLOL
obvious he not local.

ahahhahahaha
hope to see him tml.
cos he work at T1. whereby i m at T2 ROAR

2010-11-19T03:44:00.002+08:00

yea i know i mia for quite awhile.
becos i havent get all e photo from my cousin

my birthday it happen to rain on e evening.
where by we just started BBQ.
my poor daddy had been under e rain BBQ for every one.
dining room fully taken by my mum friend.
as it was raining.
less than 15 of my friend came.
close friend.
but was indeed surprise.
MR F came .
oh my.
LOL.

did enjoy it very much
where by less thann 10 ppl overnight.
2nd night i was alone.
mich n boy came to accompany.

uncle didnt came.

so there is a mixture of happy n disappointment.

i would like to thanks
cairong
kah jun
vidhiyah
michelle
freddy
winston
kaiming
tommy

whom have help me out alot.
and rest of those whom i didnt name.
i glad u make a small effort of time to come
even thought it raining.

mummy went thailand on 17/11

2 week with out at home.
seem really quiet.

but i miss her.

p.s i miss u mummy n F.

2010-11-07T13:27:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to my self =)

2010-11-01T21:27:00.002+08:00

8th day of panbesy
slowly i m getting used to it.
side effect not much
just that i still tend to be hungry at some point of time.

6 more day to my birthday

almost 2 week since i last saw love.

r u going to be e one?
r u truly?
if not i dont want waste my time
and hurt my self.

你的臉貼在我胸口
淚水早已滲透了我的衣袖
你我都沉默了許久
不該說的話你終於說出口
擁抱過後你轉身就走
我笑著說再見心卻在顫抖
我已沒有勇氣問你
離開的理由
想說聲愛你已很久
可我從來都沒有
以前我對你不夠好
我也很難受

只怪自己當初沒有抓緊你的手
失去了你我才知道你有多重要
現在說後悔也沒有用
心雖然很痛
只怪自己當初沒有將愛說出口
現在想說聲愛你已找不到借口
失去你以後
我連呼吸也好難受

擁抱過後你轉身就走
我笑著說再見心卻在顫抖
我已沒有勇氣問你
離開的理由
想說聲愛你已很久
可我從來都沒有
以前我對你不夠好
我也很難受

只怪自己當初沒有抓緊你的手
失去了你我才知道你有多重要
現在說後悔也沒有用
心雖然很痛
只怪自己當初沒有將愛說出口
現在想說聲愛你已找不到借口
失去你以後
我連呼吸也好難受

只怪自己當初沒有抓緊你的手
失去了你我才知道你有多重要
現在說後悔也沒有用
心雖然很痛
只怪自己當初沒有將愛說出口
現在想說聲愛你已找不到借口
失去你以後
我連呼吸也好難受

2010-10-31T15:40:00.002+08:00

29/10/2010
5th day took panbesy
feeling nothing.
still feel hungry .
able to sleep.

30/10/2010
6th day took panbesy
same as 29/10/2010
except that i dont feel hungry

31/10/2010
7th day took panbesy
hand shaking abit
feeling pekchey for no reason

actually just nw want to go reborn my fringe
and might want to highlight my hair.
but saloon is closed.
sadd.
love is disappointed.
he ask me try other saloon.
i dont like to try new thing.
i love my hair alot.
i dont want spoilt hair. or unmanageable .

yesterday payday .
havent november already $1k gone.
die lah.

u tell me lah i still got 30day to go plus my chalet.

my budget going to be over
mummy complain daddy complain
arghhh
if i kw like that i dont want to celebrate liao .

2010-10-28T22:49:00.002+08:00

4th day
took back the med.
no side effect , nothing.
feeling sleepy now.
and yes i ate
mac in e morning.
wanton mee in the evening.

machiam no kick like that.

maybe not strong

baby dont seem to care.
i oso dont want care liao.

2010-10-27T19:46:00.000+08:00

today
didnt took the panbesy.
as i dont have enough sleep.
HURHUR.
later morning i waking up at 4am
opening shop alone till 9am.
damnn tired.
heading bed now.

p.s thanks love.

2010-10-27T01:15:00.003+08:00

26/10/2010
3rd day of panbesy
once i wake up.
i have a meal.
than pop e pill
drank alot of water for whole day
but today special.
i have craving for bento
so i ate half of it.
equal 2 meal on 3rd day.

haha

so i guess my side effect is
i dont have a proper sleep.

=(

it depressing ahh!

went ITE simei
sis sch. being her model for her facial.
LOL.

mostly all e model r slping thru out.
but i wide awake.

haha

later on is manicure.
than head to mandai and visit huihui
it been 2 year. so fast eh .

haha

love told me ,
miss me
wanna hug me
LOL.
ask me when can meet.
but totally my roster clash with u luh.
ths coming sunday than can meet wor.
but i havent pay day

and and i am so getting the coach coin purse liao HAHHAHAHA

2010-10-26T10:50:00.002+08:00

25/10/2010
2nd day of panbesy.

today dont feel anything.
but never pass motion for 1 day.
-.-

didnt have enough slp.
as i woke up every few hour.
same for ths 2 day.

now i m worry gastric.

cos i really eat one meal a day only.

you feel hungry but once u saw the food you full already.

--

anyway later going to ITE simei
for my sis model facial.

but suppose to meet love for lunch
cos love is sick and it been 5 day since we last met.
plus ths week he late shift. me changing to morning soon.
but in e end didnt have e chance to meet.
cos my daddy last min change of plan.
we going to salvation army to look for ice cooler.
and than head pasir ris to check out the route.
than sis sch.
but after than i m free liao.
ahh another off day gone like that.

p.s 我只想要一个人爱护我。

2010-10-25T03:23:00.002+08:00

24/10/2010

1st day ate panbesy.
ate e med arund 2pm.
my first meal, instant noodle -.-

feel like puking.
and heart beat pumping fast arund 3pm.

than feel hungry around 5pm.
bought fruit.
eat a few mouth only.
FULL liao. -.-

till 2am

feel feverish now.

and sleepy.

(so far so good)
p.s very bloated. *

p.s love say if i can slim down to 50kg.
he sponsor me HK trip.
LOL.

i want europe trip lah! LOL.
muahahahahaha

i m trying my very best.

2010-10-22T00:13:00.001+08:00

2010-10-19T05:04:00.002+08:00

sometime love come around.
and it knock you down
just get back up
when it knock u down

hate empty promise.
don't promise me when u cant fufill it.
i know u r tired.
but u should have make that promise.
very very disappointed.

not trying to throw baby temper.
but it e fact.
who will like it tell me.
even thought i m sick i waited thru.
u tell me afternoon. i dont even kw wad time will i wake up.
or do i have enough time to play with .
i m on med.
it taking effect of being drowsy yet i can wait till u home.

didnt reply u in 5 min .
u doze off.

sad to e max.

2010-10-16T01:58:00.003+08:00

it hurting.
really hurting.

it was my fault.

so what now?

Not again
Oh this ain't supposed to happen to me

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip

Then you came in and knocked me on my face
I never thought I fall for you as hard as I did
Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Sometimes love comes around
and it knocks me down

p.s me want no love no more.

2010-10-15T19:21:00.002+08:00

ahh honestly. i miss look of me.
last year birthday.
simple n nice.
acne free.
but i prefer now de hair stylr LOL..

alright. jus trim , so it BANGS again LOL.

i m sick. yes caught a cold. now having cold sweat.
waiting for time to eat med. and head to bed.
as ths week end i m working morning shift.
i wish ths mth end quickly.
reason simple.
i m awaiting for payday.
and my 21st birthday is coming.

but i m so broke. my hp bill came $300.

today went bedok see doc. with mum.
* i see doc, nt my mum she acc me LOL

when to get panbesy pill, to help loss weight.
but due to my cold i cant have it now. so on the 21st than i will start.
as doc give me a 10 day pill trial. see wheather it work anot.
beside depending on pill. on the other hand i need to work up.

but of cus i wanna share and see wheather got loss weight.

so here state.
today 15 oct 2010
got pill from doc but due to cold unable to comsume.
date starting will be on 21 oct. will do follow. up

alright my bmi is 28. yes i m over weigh.
that e prob that make me wanna loss weight.
another is i want to get back the shape i got 2 year ago.

not skinny. but slim down.
my work place all e auntie giving me support.

so YES I MUST DO IT . 20kg TO LOSE.

p.s love , sorry i always throw temper on u .

2010-10-14T02:24:00.001+08:00

i m falling sick.
ya love nvr accompany .
whole day no sms.
still left phone at work place.
msn now.
but tell me tired.

ahh damnn FUCK.

and worst.
when in need of med , cant find.
really FML

2010-10-13T05:17:00.001+08:00

yea.
received a complaint.
damn du lan n sian

i wanna have a long break.
with love?

aiyoooo

i dont like 2010 leh.

FML

2010-10-11T04:26:00.003+08:00

09.10.10
watched with loves.
Reign of Assassins

honestly, i dont know
will we be tgt?
e main prob is.
can i face it.
that wad had happened. 2 year ago
damnnn

i need baby love.

10.10.10
went expo and giant.
steam boat
celebrate early bdae
for sis.
turning 19th

happy birthday my girl.

2 more year it ur turn to be 21.
ur mind set need to change abit liao.

dont make a small thing. bring u down .

11.10.10

i miss love badly.
so sweet that he is asking for a meet up
after work.
awwww.
miss him badly.

-----

lol. all is short sentence, it is because it thought of my mind.

love it not abt age.
what matter. is ur mind set.

should i get 4g asap? hahaha

a birthday present for myself?

2010-10-07T02:46:00.000+08:00

will u be e one?

2010-09-29T22:28:00.002+08:00

Lonely are the nights
Lonely are the days
Lonely am I, in so many ways

Lonely are the seasons
Lonely are the years
So lonely am I, that it brings tears.

Lonely is this place
Lonely is my life
Lonely am I, that I reach for a knife

Lonely is this court room
Lonely is my sentence

So lonely am I that I ask for repentance.

2010-09-29T22:18:00.000+08:00

黑暗中的我们都没有说话
你只想回家不想你回家
寂寞深的像海太让人害怕
温柔你的手轻轻揉着我的发
你的眉眼说你好渴望我拥抱
你身体却在拼命逃当欲望在燃烧
你爱我还是他是不是真的他有比我好你为谁在挣扎
你爱我还是他就说出你想说的真心话你到底要跟我还是他
爱~爱~爱~爱~
这是不是命运对我的惩罚
爱你也没办法恨你也没办法
陷在这个旋涡只想挣脱它
拉住你的手却让我也被拖下
你的眉眼说你不渴望我拥抱
每当爱变成了煎熬你就开始要逃
你爱我还是他是不是我可以做的更好让你不再挣扎
你爱我还是他我宁愿听到残忍的回答也不要再被甩
你爱我还是他我为你找了一百个理由我就是那么傻
你爱我还是他是否沉默代替你的回答我应该明白吧
你爱我还是他你都已看不到我们的好我还为谁牵挂
你爱我还是他是否沉默就是你的回答我们都别挣扎
去爱他

2010-09-28T04:05:00.002+08:00

hais at work have been off form.
yea yea. last salesman again
should i change job after 2010.
or wait n see.

ahhhh

你快要把,我披风了

为什么,要这样呢?

我很不开心.

hopefully. ths ended .

i dont want to go in depression again.

2010-09-21T03:08:00.003+08:00

life has been normal track thought.
yeah even thought it is abit lonely.
but working hard now.
i can relax when i had enough.

turning 21 soon.
already thinking when can i get marry?

average guy.
whom can give me
stable in life.
secure in life.
and commitment in life.

and i asking too much?
or local cannt do it?

sigh.

it end of the time.

2010-09-14T23:03:00.002+08:00

made new friend,
sahim from turkish. working in sg.

awww he such a sweet talker.

haa. i got uneven tan n mild sun burn.

siann legg achhingg.

tml working.

siannn

2010-09-09T02:56:00.001+08:00

LOL.
i cant believe this happening.
is this god way?
or wad?

LOL.

p.s mr korean guy, looking forward for your return =)

2010-09-07T02:45:00.002+08:00

sunday i went to touch up my back tattoo.
hmmm
there color and slightly abit of design is different.
the sensation is back.

but some how my life is abit screw.

past R/S, has ended.
WORKING at a new place is fuck up.
management
etc etc.

oh i feel like going to see doc and ask for Duromin pills?

p.s show me a way.

2010-08-30T04:18:00.002+08:00

i just wish you can take care of yourself more.
think of your future.
spend less.
exercise more.
complain less
do more.
give ur future a great life.
life is short.
if you r unwell go c doc.
and i mean it. see it. before something happen

p.s even thought it still heart breaking.
i hope u can change for better.

22/05/08 - 29/08/10
2 year 3 month 7 day

all left as a memory

2010-08-25T22:07:00.002+08:00

SHORT ADVERT

yooo hooo~

ok ok

e brand i m working is BONIA
but SEMBONIA
is like a sister to BONIA.

and have you thought of becoming a designer?
launching your design in store?
now u have the chance!!!

simply just participate.
with a design. and submit it.
you wont know if you never try right?
and this is their 2nd time CONTEST.
last year was supreme.!

so what are you waiting for ?
....
...
..
.

a chance to me know.
which you wont know what is prepare for you..

hurry up!

dont waste any more time

=)

p.s good luck

2010-08-25T06:31:00.001+08:00

FUCK HATE BACKSTABBER NB.

2010-08-24T03:58:00.002+08:00

i dont understand you .
why are u stressing me.

i really dont get it.

can you tell me.
who dont want earn money.
no sales you think i am happy ?

stop asking me thing.
when you kw u will get what kind of answer from me.

hate me all u want.

i can leave.
just say so.

dont always say.
you try answering this to lady boss.

that your job.
i m only trying to help u sell ur product.
if ppl dont want buy.
u want me use gun point their head huh.

is like u r using it on my head now.

damn.

2010-08-23T04:47:00.002+08:00

happy belated 2 year 3month baby~

working at airport is damn fucking nua and bored.
sales bad.
unable to click.

everything oso need answer.
no matter what also must smile.

feel like boxing my self.

hw long will i be at airport?
ever wonder.

why.

2010-08-13T04:40:00.002+08:00

thoroughly having rough at work .
i don't understand why
is it really problem lie on me?
or wad?

i cant stand it liao luh.

very pek chey leh
all testing my patience

i shall not be a joker since u cant take joke.
i will be serious at all time.
dont blame me.
blame ur self.

FCUKING HELL

2010-08-11T02:02:00.001+08:00

feeling effing tired.

2010-08-09T20:30:00.002+08:00

i m so so trying very hard to adapt
to the new rules added by the new store manager.
even thought i had already adapt to the previous
in charge. whom went on maternity leaves.

but she is just disappointed in me.
in every thing i do.

haiss

never felt appreciate at all.

2010-08-03T20:47:00.002+08:00

i 'm slowly starting to hate my job.
where by i dont yearn to go work at all.
just because of that stupid person.

but just because of her
i wont stupid quit my job.
i will fight all e way.

i m a scorpion .
that is wad happen if u going to step my tail again.

beware!
dont say i no warning hor.

2nd time happen.
2nd time complain to my store manager.
no ppl there dare to say.
but i will.

if you going to be doing it in ur own way go other outlet.

new rules.
new store manager.

therefore.

u must adapt and follow.
not doing ur own shit and clearing your own shit.

the teamwork is about all.
not only care about yourself.

i shall say alot ppl dont feel like working with u
cus of ur working style.
ppl cant work with you.

and if u going to cont to save your own shit.

one day u will get it.

p.s dear other colleague, even thought ur roster is work with her.
just do your stuff properly.
dont care her.
and pray the day faster end.

if not u r e one suffer, not her.
alright =)

pp.s baby where r u ?

2010-08-02T22:46:00.002+08:00

I ALMOST CHOKE TO DEATH

my face swell up and red.

e min i tot i m dying .
trying to grasp air.

IT WAS MISERABLE.

is some one cursing me to choke?

i yahoo. why is my face swell and red.
my hair is standing got. it small little red spot.

Choking is a medical emergency. When a person is choking, air cannot reach the lungs. If the airways cannot be cleared, death follows rapidly.

oh one more thing i hate one of my working friend. damnn fucking badly.
that almost everyone hate her.

2010-07-28T23:29:00.002+08:00

a pic of me before work as usual.
recently realize my eye, one big one small.
left small right big LOL

tml going T1 setting up.
siannnnnn

next mth only 6 day off.
owe ask 2 off cus of manpower shortage

any i go slp liao it 11.34pm now
6am i need wake up.
so good night ppl

2010-07-23T02:50:00.002+08:00

i cant wait for ths sat to go JB.

the last time enter Malaysia is wheni was only 6.
now already gg to be 21. 15 year leh!!!

lol.
told daddy, u nbr reject. woot! swee lah

2010-07-22T03:03:00.001+08:00

happy 2 year 2 month baby

i want excitement.

2010-07-20T04:34:00.000+08:00

im feeling lonely.

2010-07-14T04:37:00.001+08:00

DEPRESSION.

2nd day of work at airport.
feeling

lonely

sad

stress

depress

this is what i can say,
before working i was yearning to go airport.
after 2 day at airport.
i think i can adapt the environment
but not with the colleague.

making me no mood. and not yearning to go work.

hitting the limit soon.

2010-07-11T22:33:00.002+08:00

tml me working at T2 training liao.
abit nervous leh how?

2 year at bugis too nua liao .

LOL.

today went TM suppose to buy CUSTARD.
but it is OOS FML.

cant blame it last day
only left RED BEAN.

after that went IKEA , COURTS, GIANT.

with my cousin and my sis.

total shagness.

me next off need to revamp my room liao.

i cant think positive now.
tired and cant slp.

FML.

p.s butterfly in my tummy.

2010-07-10T00:14:00.002+08:00

today so pissed off with the OG STAFF.
Albert side say can go people park and change.
i went there de promoter make a big hoohaa.

WTF.

any way i m nervous.
10 July is my last day at BUGIS.

12 July i will be airport.
but i still haven't kw my schedule yet
cus A.M haven't give me.
I HATE LAST MIN

today whole day headache
FML.

going bed. morning shift tomorrow.

blahhh

p.s i feeling lonely.

2010-07-06T22:22:00.002+08:00

see. how much we all had changed.

being thru alot of hardship. friendship relationship

this year is the year we all turning into
a beautiful adulthood

21. twenty-one

2010-07-04T21:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 21st BIRTHDAY
VIDHIYAH.

even thought we been through thin and thick.
you are always my friend.

hope u enjoy.

The Pines country club .
is a very nice place.

very grand.
hopefully you enjoy it.

with love. CAT.

2010-06-29T00:56:00.002+08:00

e only photo took on that day.

it so freaking hot ok!!!

anyway weeee~~~

today damnn funny

i met my cai rong at CK TANG, than go Scott than we go Bugis ,
hit marina sq to watch movie " the haunting lover"
than back to bugis again last spot back to Scott to collect stuff.
than i head back bugis to get hitch ride from dad.
who is picking up my sis. LOL. wad a day

right ???!!!

bought one top. at $10 only woohooo

i want shopping spree leh!!!

2010-06-27T05:16:00.003+08:00

alright i cant sleep. it 5.17am
suddenly feel like blogging about

Geisha

"Geisha girls" were Japanese women who worked as female entertainers.

i m so wanting a tattoo.

to complete my back.

arghhh!

well i m tired liao LOL.

2010-06-22T00:42:00.002+08:00

BABY
happy 2 year 1 month anniversary

love you miss you
so many off day but never go find you.
sorry baby

thanks for being understanding.

after july18 i will be airport working.
dont know will even drift apart anot.

haiss.

anyway .
i wanna learn the dance move of BOA energetic
22,23,28,29,30
on leave
sudden feel like going batam LOL.
dont know leh hurhur.

p.s chan ruk ther.

2010-06-20T01:44:00.002+08:00

HAPPY FATHER DAY

dear daddy
you have be a great daddy to me.
always there no matter what happened.
you are nagging at time.
but you always understand the situation before you scold.

always fetch me home after work.
supplying the house hold product.
paying house bill..
supporting mummy and her hospital bill.
working ton of hr a day.

and poor daddy
always get nag by mummy for being lazy.

p.s always love you daddy.

2010-06-15T17:20:00.002+08:00