♥ msCATHERIINE ♥ je t'aime

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girlIt feeds on loneliness and creates a void Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture A teenager is stricken and destroyed There is no sound of laughter or happiness here

The little one has thrown in the towel today Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul It is futile to hope and dream and pray Emptiness builds a home in

this

woman In this girl, this child where hollows have bred A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes And eats away at every connecting thread Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,Leaving nothing considered worthy remains Destined to walk through life less ordinary

Alone, exiled, different and disdained.

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
4:27 PM

There is a love so certainIt can underwrite all fears;A passion so enduringIt abides beneath the years;
A yearning so consumingIt's consumed by its own willTo yearn if need foreverFor the one its need might still.
How beautiful the raptureThat sustains those long apart!The joyful inner unionOf the undivided heart.
How sweet yet sad the musicThat conveys such loyalty!The devastated graceOf the hope of love to be.
And now the mystic momentHas arrived, and the rewardFor all that time of waitingShall be gathered in a word.
And life with utter longingShall let down its golden hairThat these two faithful loversFind at last their pleasure there.

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
1:19 AM

Girls are like apples on trees.The best ones are at the top of the tree.The boys dont want to reach for the good onesbecause they r afraid of falling and getting hurt.Instead, they get the rotten apples from the ground that arent as good, but easy.So the apples up top think something wrong with them when in reality they're amazing.They just have to wait for the right boy to come along,the one who's brave enough to climb allthe way to the top of the tree.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

chenkaii 18

jacky 17

all e best in everything =)

meow~

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
1:57 AM

my cat JOJO

he slp on my bed RAWR!

ths is the scar my cat given it to mii..

TMD! bad CAT

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
5:41 AM

baby~ euu starting to ignore miie..

iie so sad wor.. hurhur~

ARGH~!

MEOW!!

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
1:41 AM

baby iie miish euu badly..

can euu dunnch leave mii alone pls..

iie dun wan to feel lonely anymore..

ii try to understand euu..

but euu nd to know my feeling too..

ii will be sitin alone waiting fer euu

ii reali love euu

even we know each other awhile..

LOVE miie and not HATE miie

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
3:25 AM

=D meet baby today.. even it is jus awhile iie dunnch mind

baby shoo cute haha.. but ii jus like to BITE* BITE*

becus euu notti.. reali NOTTI smack*

baby~ iie miish euu arh.. miish euu until iie wan kii siiao

SAVE miie.. iie miish ur hug n kisses ><

when can iie ever meet eu again..?

eu will be busy working..

ii will be busy study..

HURHUR iie cant bear wor..

ii jus MIISH euu too much..

BABY dunnch leave miie..

iie nd euu in ma life

iie LOVE euu

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
1:55 AM

WEEEE~

iie m iin LOVE~

BABY dunnch ever leave miie alone

NEVER!!~

iie love euu

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
1:33 AM

Life still goes on..
alone..

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:09 AM

iie dunnch noe whyy.. ii m very STRESS

ii think iie make my mind..

iie dunnch wan to study ler..

iie cant take it.. it too STRESS fer miie..

ii finally found out.. actually iie dunch haf much frenz.

who will be there fer miie when ii m dw.. they MIA sometime

and come back suddenly.. iie dunnch noe why iie haf been in

soo much trouble recently.. iie dun get it..

ii jus wanna END my life..

JUST

THIS

.......................

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:50 PM

iie m feeling CONFUSED N HARASSEMENT

BY SOME ONE PLS HELP MIIE!

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:00 PM

MY ABLUM

of yesterday miie went to the ZOO

http://s67.photobucket.com/albums/h311/YENFEN/MY%20BDAE/

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
4:31 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
1:35 PM

LET MIIE CRY

LEAVE MIIE ALONE

LET MIIE DIE

II DUN WAN TO

KNOW WAD ISH

LOVE

IT HURT

IT SUCK

II HATE IT!!

F*CK OFF!

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
5:01 AM

CAN IIE SCREAM IN PAIN?

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:58 PM

Suddenly, one of my schoolmate tell miie..

GER eu gt 14 Dp

under counselling in school

GOD DAMN IT.. iie jus haf a feeling to GIVE UP nw..

and do other thing iie REALI WAN!!

iie wan to be a MOTHER

do housework, take care of baby..

with the love frm my husband.. ie know ii m DREAMING

iie haf a frenz who is the age of seventeen

she ish a mother of TWO .

that ish wad she wan.. and she is happy.

but she ish having a financial problem which she ish a TRAP nw

iie realli dunnch know wad to do.. ii m STRUCK

iie nd HELP!

can euu help miie?

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:58 PM

Firstly, iie wont wan to wish my self happy 5th month SINGLE anniversary. iie jus haf a sudden mood that iie wan to blog alot of thing.. my life , school , frenz, iie jus dunnch get it.. why is tat so confusing..? Arnt life suppose to be simple wif GOD guide..? let mii say abt my school first.. past few week didnt reali go to school much.. as iie jus feel iie dunnch haf the mood to do so.. iif not sometime ish jus simply OVERSLEPT =x iie m like a pig.. having alot of test recently so damn stress.. becus wheather iie gt study ant iie still cant get it in my MIND. been wondering do iie still wan to continue my study.. SHOULD I?

Secondly is my frenz. iie dunnch nd much frenz in my life.. as ii haf be through loneliness the past few year.. iie dunch haf a TRUE frenz or some so called BEST FRENZ.. it okayy.. iie haf alot of HI BYE frenz.. which iie can simply dunnch care.. as fer frenz iie know or they know miie we do tok on hp and hang out.. jus wanna say is.. it ok if eu do not wan mii as ur frenz.. but dunnch show it in front of miie iie might not be able to take it.. iie noe no one doo able too.. iie do LOVE myy frenz.. HONESTLY iie dunch treat euu BAD right? =)

RMB friend are forever...

thirdly ish my love life, my LIFE .. life fer miie of course still go on.. but iit ish shoo lonely till iie can DIE lor.. haiis.. dunnch say my LOVE life liiao nothing much about it.. becus iie m single.. HAHA.. birthday is round e corner.. dunno where to go wad to dot.. even iif iie plan will my frenz come..? will it be enjoyable..? will it a unforgetable one..? any suggestion fer my bdae plan..? dunch mind share some of ur idea =)

ok ii got to slp iie m having class at 8am.. and pratical test on friday AGAIN!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY wIn YiN =)

hear miie scream!!

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:51 AM

STRESS!!!

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
1:25 AM