I will always remember this. And hope it came true :)
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
4:35 PM
Sometime you will just think . What have u miss out . N realize thing actually very easy but human always make it complicated . Didn't realize each other good till you lost it .
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:09 PM
Thanks baby for giving me another chance.
i will even cherish you more.
we love each other and we hurt ourselves when we hurt each other.
baby i will try my best, believe in me and dont lost hope in me.
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
8:20 PM
You told me u coming to find me instead I go over . After all those storm I m so happy to hear that but later at night you say I didn't cfm with u . So u didn't came . And say it so late don't want waste money on cab fare. Than you ask me to accompany you eat I was jus recap what u say. U say can is waste money than u tell me u meet ur buddy instead . Than later ask me again I want u to come over a not. I can't force you. You told me you don't like people force you. So I didn't dare to request anything I didn't answer anything . I was so happy ths afternoon really happy I really don't want to be like this I m already very remorse . I hate my self for causing all ths stupid problem . That it led to all this . I can live without you . You are my everything . Every sec every moment I m worries u will . That lead to me being crazy I guess . After all my life I have nvr give up on love . Finding my black knight . But one day I have found . But now I felt it all gone. My childish make nw lose everything I feel like dying . I feel like ending all this problem . Maybe if u nvr meet me all you won't feel this n ruin ur career
I m lost
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
1:02 AM
I really wish I can have e chance to restart everything . And don't behave childishly . Believe in me to do the changes . I have nvr ever do this in my whole life . I used to be independent but now I would want to have some one to depend on. I once fallen into depression . I don't wish to go back on cos I will just hurt myself more than ever. I want a man who I can depend on who will only have me in his heart . I know you won't betray me but something are hard to accept . I think I really need a break . Upcoming 4day of resting . Will make me a better person . Adren fu Yong Jian 我是真心的爱你. 我从来没想过要伤害你.
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:49 PM
Slowly I m falling into depression.
I have been a Burden . And causing a lot trouble . What ever I say I know we can't get back to normal . You will not take any of my promise . No one understand in my shoe. Jealousy threat . You dont want say it to her cos you still care n concern her. It hurt so bad so bad till I can't take it I want to be with you back but I dont think it an be back to normal good time . I sorry I cause u to lost ur project n client and sleep and waste all ur time on me . . I m sorry but i guess it doesn't matter any more cos u won't forgive me and I guess u will leave me to lead a better life thanks for e best 3mth sorry I think I spoil it all .
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
10:50 AM
i just want to be e one and only.
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:09 AM
I HATE MYSELF
I M TIRED OF LIVING.
bye world. thanksforgivingmethechancetolive.
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
4:15 AM
Dearest baby
I m sincerely apologize about what happen yesterday . I didn't mean to get angry over small thing . It just that maybe I m feeling vexed and hoping for some one to support me . Being a pillar to hold me . I maybe a type of person who would want thing done now and that mean now . No wait . I was drawing a draft prepare to show u . I called u and waited to turn toward me but u were checking your phone . While waited for a while . I got pissed off to suddenly an easily . I m feelin very down as I have no one to turn to. It hurts so much in my heart . All u gave opinion was ths n that is good but both have different good n bad point . And u ask me to decide myself where by I don't even know . Anyway it all over I m sorry I broke my promise . But this is how I vent my anger on hurting myself to cool down . Cos I have no where to head to. I nvr wish to let u see the state I m . It like a crazy bitch . But baby I really love you . As you say I m e only that can affect u . Same to me u r e only one that can affect me too . Baby I m worried I can't hold on to u any more . I m scared of losing you . I m scared of losin everything that is important to me . I might look strong but e actual fact is I m weak very weak . I'm really glad u came over last night without me asking u . And. I didn't expect. I will blow out yesterday . Baby would you forgive me ?
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
7:06 PM
I'm such a failure
That I make my baby boy disappointed in me :(
I feel so useless
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:26 AM
Happy 3rd month baby :)
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
11:58 AM
Actually I don't know what are we thinking ? Can't you just listen to me sometime n when I do listen to you at some point didn't u notice . I m tired of quarreling . I m not goin pin point . I m gg to let u decide. I never will want to give up this relationship but it all matter of give and take . Sometime u should try to think from my point of view . And they why will I be like that ? But me too will try to be very patience. All the while u should know I lack of that . And u will think I backfire u everytime . But I didn't mean that way . Baby I really love you I m scared of losing you. I cared for u . I m sorry I make u work up . I don't know what to do that why now I choose not to do anything to prevent hurting each other . That is so not me . I m a person who voice out everything but it ok I will change to another person just for u to be happy .
Baby I m real sorry . I m hurt too cos I don't think anything is wrong with my doing to cared about a person . You don't listen to my advice than n I can't force u too .
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
3:39 PM
Without sleeping beside me and hearing ur snore I can't sleep :( been tossing around e bed .
Wondering has your fever residue ?
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
5:35 AM
if you let me here's
what i'll do
i'll take care of you
i've loved and i've lost
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
3:26 AM
I'm sorry z
I don't know what I could do.
I think I fail to be girlfriend .
I m sad . I feel like it doesn't matter
It just about you . Or me but not us.
E scenario is like one hand to clap than 2 . I know I shouldn't dicuss when u not well . But I m curious n worried . But it ok it doesn't matter anymore this time round I give in . Cos I wasn't trying to find fault . I m sorry
P.s I wish u understand in my shoe . Like how I wish I understand yours . But I wish when we talk n discuss it about we us . Not u n I .
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
11:24 PM
A picture of me and you
Love you
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
7:42 AM
WHEN WILL IT BE OFFICIAL ?
I m gettin impatient
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
11:59 PM
Baby promise me you will be here when I need you :)
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
11:58 PM
I really wish to go but now my budget dont allow me to do so =(
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:48 AM
Day one
Went back to bedok clinic
Baby went tgt with me
Ask for panbesy starting to lost weight
Today lunch at subway till now not hungry drank a lot water and running to toilet hahaha
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:08 PM