♥ msCATHERIINE ♥ je t'aime

taken on christmas day..

iie m soo tired.. nw having outlet attachement at my school
restaurant "CHARCOAL" beside FUNAN IT MALL
and ii oso still working at PARKWAY
my daily routine
5am wake up.6am leave the hse than bus go sch restarant
arund 2pm end work.. either go hm and slp
or go parkway work.. till 9.30pm

jus end work today so tired..
ii go slp liiao TATA..

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
11:04 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERY ONE!!!

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:31 AM

BANG E WALL

KNS lor.. feeling up n down recently..

BTW to those GUY who any o hw gif ppl my number and tell those

reciever dun mention ur NAME... -.-" HUM ar..

wan gif ppl my number... than whyy dunch dare to expose urself..?

still say wad.. CAN FCUK HER ONE!!!

TMD fcuk ur own mother la.. or go GEYLANG la

do iie look like iie am tat kind of GIRL?? CCB iie haf been tolerating ths kind

of SHIT very long liiao lor.. EU GT BALL EXPOSE URSELF DUN HIDE!!

and hor GOT 1 acct at ADULT FRENZ FINDER one..

iish nt ii create.. and iie dun even noe wad tat fer lor please la..

STOP ALL THS NONSENSE cann?

iie oso nt pretty nor sexy..

leave miie alone la

I've been pushed down so many times

I feel this time will be the last

as I lay here fading my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past

I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building

as I lay here on the floorI have no strength to get up

I'm not worth it any more

*pissed*

DAR DAR iie m sorry okayy.. dunch angry liiao..

=\ wo hao du bu qi

Could you be the one for me?

Could you be my find?

Could it be, after all this time,

Fate is going to be kind?

Could you be the one for me,

The one to help me forget

The man that broke my heart, my soul

The man that haunts me yet?

You tell me that I'm beautiful

Something I've never heard

But the one still lives here in my mind

That couldn't spare a kind word

It's going to be hard to forget

And pick up the pieces he left

Could you be the one to teach

How to love again and forget?

Could you be the one to come

And mend my broken heart?

Are you willing to piece together

What another broke apart?

It won't be an easy job, you see

My road has been long and rough

And the heart that was once so soft

Is now shut, locked, and tough

But I can feel my heart open again

It's opening for you

Just come in, and love me back

That's all you have to do

I must ask you one small thing

Before we kiss and part

Please be nice and kind to me

I'm tired of broken hearts

haiis.. feeling so empty soul where ever ii go..

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
11:07 PM

haiis.. haf been playing maplesea n auditionsea the past few day..

nbr realli go out.. school starting soon on CHRISTMAS DAY

KILL MIIE plz.. iie m soo tired nw.. cant thing of anything to write..

no update abt mii.. no new pic.. BLOG again later

4.30pm gt work.. nd my sleep before sun rise

leave miie alone please..

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
5:08 AM

ok ok ii m BLOGGING right now ok..

fer the past few day very LAZY ar..haiis sian la

EVERYDAY rainning non-stop.. wan to go out oso hard

worst part CHRISTMAS iie got school *faint

anyway my christmas EVE ii oso working..part time

at parkway *hehe dunch wan telle u all where =D

fer some reason.. ii broke down out of a sudden..

ii found out ii miiss out something in my life..MY LOVE <3

*not ii BHB ar* fer miie some how iish nt no guy like

ish just tat it hard fer mi to accept them.. becus ii m scared of

falling down again...

realli scare.. haiis dunch say liiao later ii cry again..

ii m falling sick again ARGH!!

BODY SO FAT N WEAK *faints

iie am unable to accpet eu tat e reason ii haf alrdy say take care

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:21 AM

Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, noooWhen I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you goI just broke down down Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice Cuz the feeling that I feel within No other man would ever make me feel so rightIts nice to smile when I get your phone call at nightBut I'd rather have you here with me, right next to meI miss the way you hold me tight BridgeI gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touchI never thought that I could ever love a man so muchI gotta let you know I think that we are destinyFor you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything chorus 2x Thats right baby I'm going crazyI need to be your ladyI've been thinking latelyThat you and me, yes we can make itJust ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby Break it down now I'll tell you what I feelFrom the moment that I met you its been so damn realMy heart seems to skip another beatEvery time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weakTell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss meAnd you love me I'm your ladyI'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for youI`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?It's true and no frontingIts you and no other i can no longer go on without you I'll just break down down BridgeI gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touchI never thought that I could ever love a man so muchI gotta let you know I think that we are destinyFor you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything chorus 2xThats right baby I'm going crazyI need to be your ladyI've been thinking latelyThat you and me, yes we can make itJust ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby

iie m feeling so confused alwae..

tired of it..

tired of falling down n standing up again..

DEAR santa claus iie wan my BAI MA WA ZI!!

*scream in pain

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
1:52 PM

YES!! JAMES iie m CHUBBY but iie like hahaha~

erm.. by the way tomorrow afternoon iie will be gg fer an interview at PARKWAY sian.. but no choice gt to earn $$ =D

than ii wont be blogging neither online fer

gaming at the time being

iie wan CLUBBING ><

hurhur ='(

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
4:59 PM

8th DEC 2006

today went to meet bdae ger xiiaohuii

she came over my hse.. than ii take my own sweet time

bath n make up.. haha after that we went bugis.. to

meet caihui and spencer =D haiis no $$

de life very hard to survive lor..hurhur after bugis

went over to city hall meet eunice n kate

than zay kept calling mii wheather am ie gg to PC BUNK

after city hall went to bunk look fer

jackie n zay LAME lor..

saw miie awhile than go liiao.. than iie

decided to play audition at bunk awhile.. sian..

NPC 8k 3time FAIL~ shoo noob lor

RAWR.. after slacking around.. me,kate & xiiaohuii

walk to bugis again.. boring lor.. but nvm la.. gt bdae ger ma..

arund 12am bdae ger g2g hm.. soon awhile mii n kate

was wondering where to go.. shoo we was like jus sitiing at the

bus stop.. so shocking to see darius there with his 2 frenz..

ah DI n peter, haha we take NR7 hm.. than was like..

ii tot they will ask fer kate num.. but turn out another way round..

peter ask fer number.. haha obviously ii m nt proud

haha tat hw my day end on 8 dec =D

9th DEC 2006

wake up arund 2pm, n play audition all e way till 8pm..

met shawn awhile at my hse dw stair..

than miit wei bin.. we go loyang pray pray than go

pasir ris fisherman village BLUE HUT drinking n slacking..

haiish.. afetr that went hm.. becus wei bin tml gt work..

was bore soo ii meet alex which ii nbr meet be4.. so he bring mii go

rounding n ended up at masiling nbt even been there be4..

he ask mii go up his hse obviously ii say no LA

running away frm him.. jus hopping in to a taxi which the uncle tot

iie ghost haha.. than went ii got into the cab.. iie dun even noe where to go. becus ii onli left $10 haiis.. than ii tell uncle bring mii go nearest MRT maybe gt NightRider ma.. ended up dun haf sian lor

nvr tot the miiting turn out to be a nightmare to mii again..

he is CHRISTOPHER frenz lor.. OMFG!!

lucky he did nth to mii... =\

BUT iie wan to THANK

wenkang

boon leong

peter

fer thinking of way hw shuld ii go hm wif $5

and a GREAT THANK YOU to

SPACESTEAK aka JAMES

fer lending mii $$ to take cab home..

iie m safely hm.. or elsa iie wont be blogging nw..

feeling shoo tired

ii think ii shuld go n take a rest nw..

haiish LET MIIE CRY PLEASE~

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
4:51 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:36 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

spacesteaks aka james 20

xiiaohuii aka grace 17

make all ur wishes come true..

a year older..

haha~ any way my HOILDAY started

YAY!!

CHEER~

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:18 AM

OMG!!

Tomorrow MENU PLANNING

STRESS ar..!!! all sure comfirm FAIL de lor

sian.. was reading newspaper jus now

there a page about my school "SHATEC" CEO

dunch realli know wad going on in my school haa..

but some how ii miish a teacher called.. MR.donny.LAI

he interview miie.. he help miie get in to this course..

nw he ish not in e school already sad la..

HOILDAY ish coming 2 week nia..

looking fer job..any one gt job can intro miie..?

leave ur email at the tag..thank..

alright ii better go study abit rather than neber study haha..

toking on the phone while blogging..

some how toking to my future HUBBY..

havent comfrim la..not steady yet ma..he so whiny

about my study lor.. haha.. ii even ask him how to spell "whiny"

and my daddy nagging mii to sleep early ROAR!!!

lolx!! okay la..ii better end ths and study abit..

TATA~

p.s > to all my classmate JIAYOU in ur exam wor

meow~

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:10 AM

miie n edwin

miie n edwin again

fresh oyster

Traditional fish n chip n batter crayfish

wif prawn cocktail

edwin enjoying his prawn cocktail

wahhaha sick n still go out -.-

shoo pro de wor.. haiis exam week coming..

tomorrow P.O.C haiis hope ii can pass

jus pass oso can.. at least PASS!!

daddy pay fer e 2nd semester school fee liiao

cant waste his $$ any more.. must BUNK UP

catheriine JIAYOU!!

still siick.. hope ii m getting better FAST

cure miie plz

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:23 AM

iie haf been wonder wad happen tu miie recently..
sick n sick , nbr mind.. some more missh my exam..
damn it lor.. ths is nt wad ii wan in my life
haiis.. iie dun think iif ii buck up nw iie dunch
think ish useful lor.. daddy pay the 2nd semsester
school fee liiao.. haiis.. can iie turn back time plz..?
iie jus wish ii can stop falling sick.. lose weight.. and study well..
too all my classmate.. it ok if eu dun wan mii in ur group or wad..
but ii can sure ii will prove euu ii will improve my self fer a better life
either with or with out ur help ii appreciate it all
best luck fer the theory test..

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:05 AM

Purity once had a name,

And beauty once had a face.

Life once had a meaning,

And once I was safe.

Once there was freedom,

And once I could laugh.

Happiness once was alive,

And once I had another half.

Once I shared her love,

Once I was by her side,

Once I felt I fitted,

So quickly that died.

Her grace so great,

Her beauty so vast,

All I ever wanted,

Was for it to last.

Fate maybe had another plan,

Or maybe she had another love,

But it all fell apart,

The hand too big for the glove.

Now it's all died away,

Happiness, joy, love; all memories.

Now I walk alone in this dark,

dark world,With no light to guide my way.

lonely meow~

♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:28 AM