2 hour ago. i was dozing off to sleep.
the time now is 6am i m blogging.
why? because i have a terrible nightmare
which i cant different it dream and reality.
plus it happen in my room.
let me say out what happen in my dream

once i doze off, i had already start dreaming that i m at some temple at ulu place
than when i walk out, the area is full of forest some thing like punggol 21
than next thing i know i went wrong way which lead me to dark alley than
i felt some one following me, ( the dream very funny will jump the story line de)
than again the next thing i know is i reach home.
on my bed, mum say YOU WENT CLUBBING AH, full of cigarette and alcohol smell.
than while i fall asleep in my dream, dozing off. i felt some one on my bed.
for your information my bed is a QUEENS size bed which make alot of
eyo eyo eyo sound if you move. gently also will have sound.
than i wanna turn to see who as usually i sleep i put my small pillow cover my face
than i cant move.position very awkward. slowly difficulty in breathing
than i was like panicked lah! but ha i really cant make a difference
is it a dream or real life?
in my heart i was like praying saying some thai buddist chant. in my heart
as i wanna scream oso no sound come out.
once i able to get up first i grab my phone than call my bf,
sorry baby if i woke u up*
than i go my mum room ( she just discharge yesterday afternoon)
wanna sleep but cant. so that why i m back in my room
blogging and facebook. with my room light ON.
still got work later feeling sleepy now.. maybe i will sleep with light on.

screw _|_ why torture me sia!!!!


p.s baby alway love you, thanks for answering the call
as you know anything happen u will be the first one to recieve my call my message

你確定這就是愛嗎
真的愛我嗎
手牽著手漫步斜陽 就當作浪漫

兩個人眺望遠方
以爲愛的晴朗
當我回頭望 卻 已淚濕了眼眶

當夕陽變成星光 當愛情換了方向
你一如過往 對愛太緊張
但未來又會怎樣
未知的明天總讓我徬徨
誰給我力量

我不怕你 愛不愛我
只害怕你 以為愛我
抓緊我 不算擁有 你總學不會放手
我不怕你 不懂愛我
只怕你 把習慣 當作愛
你猜不透 我要什麼

喔 你猜不透 我要什麼