yes indeed today was a very bad day.
there is this guy we shall name him as MR.S.
knowing him almost half year.
thing been going rocky.
loving a person is so hard.
why was it so hard giving secure?
yes he is nt giving me a chance
whereby he do have feeling for me.
and he kept saying he gave me lot of chance.
but each time it disappoint him .
was i a pig he is testing out.
i wanted to wait .
but he told me not too.
today is e day i promise myself
that it will be e last time meeting him.
maybe he is right ,
my destiny is not up yet.
and he is not e one.
i m a simple girl, as long u gave me a secure i wont feel paranoid.
why was it so hard.
it hurt really badly.
very badly.
it's like e feeling of gotten into a broke up .
he cant give up .
neither i stand a chance.
i dont wanna give up
but it hurting me.
do i always deserve such a treatment?