After all , it was me . Things have changed . Promise have forgotten . What ever happen as happen z after all words are
More hurtful than action . I can only ask for forgiveness and forget about. Everything . I guess it hard . For the past 4 mth thing go up n die . Lot of tiff over small matter . But good memory r still there .
14-02-12 the day it change our status into relationship. . Let me name him silly boy. :) I still
Remember it was valentine day I just got transfer to MbS . I was envy that alot girls recieved flower walking around and I struck at work plus daddy met an accident on 13-03-12
It was a bit hard to coop . But silly boy send me a bouquet of flower to my work place . I was shock yet happy. N smiling all r rest of the day . Till night e first time I met him face to face. I was so shy . Cos he is like a black knight in shinning amour . Haha . I won't forget . Follow on we even had a short stay at Johor bahru .
3day trip to batam .
A trip to Singapore zoo
and universal studio
. even he have alot project on hand he will try to squeeze out time to spend with me but why am I still do demanding n trying to find fault with him? I don't know . Am I crazy ? Am I having spilt personality ? But this got to stop cos it hurting my relationship . I just hope silly boy some time can give in to me like how I give in to him at some point of time . Silly I m sorry I always make u no mood . I feel bad. I promise I try to be. Good girl . But you must know how to appreciate if not thing might repeat all over again . N be honest . I do trust u but my heart ain't . Becos u say so but no action. Seenz I guess I m wrong but I still have to say I. Always feel uneasy when ur ex gf stuff r still in ur room . Even thought u already ensure you don't go back . But my feeling can't agree . If you say I belong to u I only I hope u know you too belong to me only . Is this call demanding ? I don't know . I know what ever I do are wrong . Telling you. What I want also seem wrong . I don't know what I can do . it seem like i cant met your expectation. sorry
i cant be like your ex gf.
but hope you can take me for who i am what i am and where i am.
My coolest silly boy
p.s Thanks for all e sweet thing and sorry for hurting you.
xoxo