Everything happen in a short period of time. no one to listen to my rant and no one unable to understand what situation in. everything happen so fast. relationship , work and myself.
i have been stressing with my work, career. relationship in a rock cos we cant to understand each other. and lastly myself. i m gaining weight again. as easy as 1 2 3. i wanna workout. but my body is feeling worn out. my mentality is messed up. i m here to rant on my blog. cos there is no one to share my problem. cos they are not me. they don't know how i feel. how i working thing out.
yes i am low self esteem , cos each time "motivation" word i heard. sound like a negative comment n opinion.
i just wish u canbe more patience and give me more time . if u know me well. u should use another approaching way to motivate me. neither do i like to quarrel. cos each time e hurt added up.
it will become numb. and slowly thing will changed.
im 24 ths year. in a relationship. i prefer to be pamper like a princess. being dote and caring by loved one. as i understand sometime most of ur time ur busy. jus wanna able to recieve ur app. without me app u first.
being able to recieve a small token or gift once in a blue moon without asking u to give me,
be able trying x2 hard enough to listen to how i feel when i tell u .
be able to give me secure. no matter wad i m still a girl. i wish u can think before using a harsh word. i m ur GIRLFRIEND, not ur friend. being straightforward at time is good. but u need to judge e timing.
how do u expect a person to listen when they in e peak of anger.
i always love you with my whole heart
忘了是怎麼開始
也許就是對你有一種感覺
忽然間發現自己
已深深愛上你, 真的很簡單
愛的地暗天黑都已無所謂
是是非非無法決擇
沒有後悔為愛日夜去跟隨
那個瘋狂的人是我...喔~
I love you
無法不愛你baby
說你也愛我
I love you
永遠不願意baby 失去你
不可能更快樂, 只要能在一起
做什麼都可以
雖然世界變個不停
用最真誠的心, 讓愛變的簡單
愛的地暗天黑都已無所謂
是是非非無法決擇
沒有後悔為愛日也去跟隨
那個瘋狂的人是我...喔~
I love you
無法不愛你baby
說你也愛我
I love you
永遠不願意baby 失去你
p.s i wish when u awake you can forget what happen, and able to understand thing why, sometime i never do according to wad u want. and i wish u can be more sweet enough to give me surprise it been awhile u shower gift to me ( it does not need to be expensive or to be bought). pamper me like a princess, it been awhile u last did all e sweetest thing like how u won my feeling n heart over.