I m feeling so lost. The pain of losing some one dear to me twice. Is killing me . And there nth i can do. All i only knw is cry cry cry. Cry got use ma. Cry no use. Cry dont make u come back. Cry dont solvr all r prob. 我爱得人。爱上便人了。在他的心。 我不存在了。
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
5:44 AM
Happy 32th birthday my love
Sorry i m not there to celebrate your birthday.
Xoxo
Love you
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
5:08 AM
陽光下的泡沫 是彩色的
就像被騙的我 是幸福的
追究什麼對錯 你的謊言 基於你還愛我
美麗的泡沫 雖然一剎花火
你所有承諾 雖然都太脆弱
但愛像泡沫 如果能夠看破 有什麼難過
早該知道泡沫 一觸就破
就像已傷的心 不勝折磨
也不是誰的錯 謊言再多 基於你還愛我
美麗的泡沫 雖然一剎花火
你所有承諾 雖然都太脆弱
愛本是泡沫 如果能夠看破 有什麼難過
再美的花朵 盛開過就凋落
再亮眼的星 一閃過就墜落
愛本是泡沫 如果能夠看破 有什麼難過
為什麼難過 有什麼難過 為什麼難過
全都是泡沫 只一剎的花火
你所有承諾 全部都太脆弱
而你的輪廓 怪我沒有看破 才如此難過
相愛的把握 要如何再搜索
相擁著寂寞 難道就不寂寞
愛本是泡沫 怪我沒有看破 才如此難過
在雨下的泡沫 一觸就破
當初熾熱的心 早已沉沒
說什麼你愛我 如果騙我 我寧願你沉默
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
8:18 PM
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:11 AM
你問了，我不說，這就是隔閡；
你問了，我說了，這就是信任；
你不問，我說了，這就是依賴。
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
10:58 PM
As i was reading our message.
Before u went back we r still okay. U still call me baby . U still tell me so many thing. After u left . U dont call me baby anymore. Always telling me u r busy.
A few fact when u say no later become yes. Ur reply msg is always haiz . Okok. Busy ttyl.
U still tell me u finding back e feeling.
U still tell me if i have an effort to slim dw.
I m confused. All i want is being love.
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
5:00 AM
Today mark the 100th day
Mummy left this earth to heaven.
Been tryjng not to go think so much
But e tear auto flow cant stop.
Feeling e regret n guilt. My heart still aching. This time round no one there for me. My dearest mum n left me. My dearest love is drifting away slowly from me. The double pain is e worse pain ever in my life. This 25 year of my life. I have gone thru all e worst thing ever can happen to me.
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
11:30 AM
I m at the dead end.
No road for me to go on.
I m scared .
I will be left behind.
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
4:24 AM
I miss e time we had together.
The joy of love.
The simple love we had.
I have even stronger love for you
Let us be like last time.
I wont ask u anything more.
Just u being by my side.
I believe in you.
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
9:29 PM
My first letter n xmas card from hubby. Reading the content in it really very happy. Hubby placed ths card quite surpraised. N of cos e frame handcarry in from malaysia. Really love it. Now i very cherish little thing. And i m happy.
Xoxo
P.s i have tried not to think so much that will not happen. I love u my boy. Muaccckkk
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:50 AM
I miss the accompany very much.
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
7:27 PM
Ths period of time . Been cooling n thinking. Than realize last time i have been to greedy selfish and demanding. Taking thing for granted That had caused so much pain scar n regrey. Right now i m curbing controlling . I can say that i m glad i made ths changes now rather never. The lost of my mum made me understand that cherish your loved one. And now in e mid of losing my lover. Make me realize hw bad i was. But overall i thanks my boyfriend for waking me up.
Ths time i will show i have changes. For better n ever.
Boyfriend i understand u have alot work stress n cany make up ur mind by e hurt i caused u. But i m glad u r still here. Even thought thing havent resolve. And i m trying to make thing better.
I now feel you.
We have e fate to know each other n gone through so many up n down.
Now we r searching is this destiny that make us even stronger n better .
I miss you deeply
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:02 PM
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
3:12 AM
Dear Adren Fu , my beloved boyfriend
i m doing my best for you .
really appreciate thing even more.
i really have been keeping cool. trying to think positive.
but than each time kept giving me cold shoulder.
telling me thing that are quite awful. it quite hurting.
i know u say u r thinking... haven't decide....
but than i really wish to let u kw.
i m repent for being selfish .
you know why you love me ?
because i was a really sweet girl , but than when u kept ur personal thing to urself.
and lied to me that is when i feel insecure and started to throw temper.
u ask me not to do because of you but do it for myself.
here is my reason why i m doing for you .
1. i didn't kept my promise of losing weight.
2. i really want to prove you i m really trying hard now to kept my promise.
3.i really love you, i wanna u show me off .
4. i wanna wear a lot pretty dress for you to see , and make other jealous
5.i really love you.
i m trying to be positive thinking that ur answer is that u will give ths relationship once last chance
to make everything work. i really been keeping cool.
i just worried , that why i have seeking for your attention .
i m sorry i make u feel irritated. but this point i cant help
i really cant live without u , and i don't want u to leave me .
baby boy, remember the day you send me flower to cheer me up.
remember the first time we met , i was so shy. at east coast park MAC. but sadly it also closed down liao, and first trip to zoo like a new couple. so lovely
and it also my first time i went oversea with boyfriend. and i really enjoy all e trip with be tgt.
holiday inn spa session , and swimming tgt in e pool .
genting highland , my 2nd time and first time we experience the theme park. nw is it closed down n rebuilding new one.our first plane trip with u to Bangkok. visiting USS. short gateaway at JB.
and beginging ths year i went bangkok to find you . a night at MBS during ur birthday , visiting Garden by the bay and Sea Aquarium .
this coming NoV , indeed was my birthday month .
i know you had promise to bring me go to bkk.
we had already booked our ticket.
and i really pray that wad u thinking now , will make ths relationship work again and happier than ever . yes indeed i m worried i might not expect e answer i want. cos it too confusing now .
i too wish tat before Nov come u already had an answer.
looking forward for good news.
dont leave me, dont treat me cold. please
I really want you to come back to me. let me heal ur scar and pained, and i swear n promised to nvr hurt you never again.
but to make u a happier man instead.
Love you deeply
xoxo
Catherine Loy Yen Fen
your faithfully girlfriend
p.s i really love you with my whole heart. i m sorry i hurt you with my selfishness and temper
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
3:13 AM
Adren fu my love
Greatness as you
Smallest as me
You show me what is deep as sea
A little love, little kiss
A litlle hug, little gift
All of little something. these are our memories
You make me cry,
Make me smile,
Make me feel that love is true...
You always stand by my side,
I don't want to say goodbye.
You make me cry,
Make me smile,
Make me feel the joy of love.
Oh! Kissing you...
Thank you for all the love you always give to me,
Oh! I love you...
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:26 PM
真的会给我多一次期会。
我要你但是我又害怕你会骗我。
我等不到十一月。我真想知道你会回来我的身边吗?
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:08 PM
I guess ths time is really over.
U r being very cold to me.
You are avoiding me
Crying in my heart.
My heart hurt so badly.
I guess u will nvr come back to me.
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:30 AM
i m feeling quite LOST.
i have lost all my direction
i have lost my faith
i have lost my loved.
i have lost.....
it heartbreaking.
very ....
♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
5:07 PM