To the another woman.
In Ths first year.. you can tolerate..
But how long can you tolerate.
To say to believe in him.. but each time he failed you.. to a man who cannot commit. And never had e thought of getting married.
To whom u tot u felt safe in his presence. But in Ur heart your very curious..
You want to know more.. but he jus couldn't share it with you..
You tried being understanding.
But he misuse Ur trust.
My exes do tell me..
They felt sorry for wad they had done..
They seen my worse.. my temper. They left.. but they feel guilt in their life.
Bc they finally understand why was I being like this. N it too late.. to realize.. they gotten married.. the woman wasn't me. I m not disappointed. Bc I did my best.
Now I may be holding on..
But it won't be long..
Bc I m tired of trying.
Tired of hearing lie..
tired of getting hurt.
Tired of empty promise.
I'm tired.
You say I did not treasure him.
You say I hitted him
But have you seen e worst he used on me have you seen he walked away when I needed him.
You believe in fantasy.
You believe in lies..
You believe in empty promise.
One day it will hit you hard .
But it too late to realize bc u had fallen deep..
You're young. N you're wasting your time.
It take many year to understand each other.
His ego pride N dignity.
Is his piority value..
You're a smart girl. You know alot of thing.. why r u making urself misery.
N I don't believe in you feeling safe.. with lies tangling all around you.. when you thought u r feeling blissful
One day you will realize losing me was your lost. I wasn't born hot temper.. I was made.. like this bc of Ur secretive. When u made me feel insecure.
If you don't resize your action
Every single RS will be e same..
No one irritate any one.. no one throw temper..
Each time u choose to walk away
When situation gt diffcult. .
You never tried to stay N fight..
2012 your birthday at mint museum
2013 your birthday at MBS
2014 your birthday
You not in Singapore. Other girls celebrate yours.
2015 your birthday you in Singapore but not with me.. with other girls.
And for mine..
2012 my birthday our first trip to BKK
2013 my birthday you didn't made any planning.. it was a simple day. Cycling around Singapore.
2014 my birthday at bkk again
But this time round you bought me to places.. you gave me gift
2015 this year.. idk I just felt my world has fallen apart some how I m not looking forward..
i merely told you , how was I feeling and ended up I got treated ths way..
why sweet talk why promise..
and ended up doing the opposite way..
why I always help you .. why always give in to you ..
why do you enjoy hurting me when I m trying my best to recover..
thing are different now..
you always say that to me..
you deserve it this way.. for telling so many lie.. and for hurting everybody who love you and cared for you .
I tried all mean .. I really did tried.. tolerating .. supressing..
but thann...
you enjoying..
yea you at Taiwan.. I don't want disturb you .,.
but I feel empty and u promise to go though... I know you r doing..
but thann I cant rant ?
I cant confide into you ?
tell me is there another dumb woman like me...
there is too much secret in me.. I can no longer keep..
I wanna shout it all out..
you know I hated you blocking me e most..
but you emjoyed..
someone tell me.. how do I keep calm ?
each time... trying my best to be understanding.
but in the ths is wad I got in return..
I need to do ths to relieve e pain in me..
Everyone base everyone life by it cover by thinking it was so sweet. Well.. does anyone knw e truth story about it ? How have it been processing..
First touch down message.. was not told me he have touched down N yet it work related. How to not feel so siann. .
Was he N she say also differently.
So many story..
Some more dare say I say thing differently.. say I was e one..
Evil shit..
Haiss. so sad.. I unable to tag along..
I miss Taiwan ..
To realize.. sometime.. woman are e most scariest..
Treated like a dog.. always must listen to Ur instructions. .
Baby won't you take me with you ?
Each side have a different stories
While one seem to be okay.. another seem to be feeling irritated.
Which is which ? Who to believe?
I have seen Ur worse.. but I m staying..
To be or not to be..
Sitting here alone..
Waiting for my prince charming to come pick me up. Telling me everything gonna be alright..
So what is official N what not ?
It so complicated. .
I don't knw why..
You can hurt me so bad.
Hurling word. Exchanging punch.
And yet for a moment later we could be jus fine like nothing ever happen.
We e bruise N cut..
How can u not see it heartbreak me
That you hurt urself..
Why m I so foolish..
N yet still able to withstand.
Sigh.. in e end also become my problem..
I m tired of hearing lies..
I had enough of burden ..
Neither one want to walk away
But he decided anyway..
I should have jus died..
So I don't need to feel anymore pain..
Please enlighten me..
How was it to feel safe if always comfort in lies..
Since the beginning...
If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
The sharp knife of a short life, oh well
I've had just enough time
Baby don't hurt urself.
It Hurt me more to see you like this..
Better make up your mind
What do you mean?
You’re so indecisive of what I’m saying
Trying to catch the beat, make up your heart.
Don't know if you're happy, or complaining.
It frustrating. . To see you such pain..
I want to know.. to be Ur listening ear..
To be there for u ..
But u couldn't jus confine into me..
Why r u torturing yourself when there's people who love u cared u. Wanna be there for you..
Seeing those photo by chance as the pop up in my search. .
Well thinking of every time saying broke broke broke.. but being able to enjoy peaceful life. Well of cos..
Bc there a place to go over to sleep to enjoy e relax N freedom life..
And taking e chance I was away for company trip from 21-24 august.
Enjoying the time in Singapore. .
He tried to hide it away..
But oh well u expose Ths N show me.
I thanks you for that..
Now I only know I need to go through all Ths problem.. N find e inner peace..
As long u promise me. And I hope u honour your promise.. nothing more would I wanna care.. as long u r not going overboard.. just bare in mind. We were together for 3 year plus N it still going on..
Thanks u for teaching me to be strong. N u always on my back..
I miss you baby .
I feel the peace...
I feel the calm.
Would you die because of love ?
Everyone is it witend.
Love is jus a burden..
What e issue with you..
Travel to Viet. N her travel to Singapore frequently. Bc of love ? Ahh bullshit.. don't tell me about love.. it was jus bc guilt. Tat why.
First u allowed than she allowed.
I been 1 year plus. I m here struggling.
The pain you gave..
You comfort me. N than hurt me again.
Swearing N promise are nothing to you.
Bc u don't honour it.
I should have died better..
I make u guilty in Ur whole life..
N u don't even need to bother.. abt repaying..
To you .. I know you always been reading my blogg...
Remember the first time.. you know him. He wasn't honest .. bare in mind. Ask Urself. You allowed it Ths way.. isn't it.
Another 5 year to go... what will it be ? If this continue?.
Bc of you. I lost my opportunity
I don't blame .
Well cos one is a coward another is .....
Well known..
When u dated.. you didn't realize..
Now I say back to you caused N effect..
If u think dying solve e problem.
Pls tell me so.. let go together no use of leaving me behind. .
If u understand too.. you know it pointless of u going through and for...
My stupidly was I love u too much.
And yours.. you know reality by u choose to walk away.. N than blame someone than complaint about it ..
Problem is already alot N enough but you just could think before you said something.
Today a good day or a war zone ?
Can't bear to let go either one..?
Will you be able to withstand ?
I hate October. Bc of u
I don't knw later will be a good day or a war zone..
Now he gone uncontactable..
It so crazy..
Awhile he say many nice promising word..
And next he can totally forget about it.
Be careful ...
Swearing is useless..
Promise is empty.
Just remember.. you allowed urself..
Don't blame anyone if u heart break..
Should've known better than to hear your lies
Should've known you would only make me cry
Should've known you were too good to be true
Should've known I was too good for you
No one ever made me feel this way
I lost myself in you from the very first day
Now I'm left feeling so confused
What am I gonna do
Should I go should I stay I don't know
This is what I ask myself
Call me a fool for loving you
Baby Please tell me where do I go from here
Where do I go
Where do I go from here
Where do I go
Tell me how did we end up this way
Never miss a good thing til it's gone away
Sitting here tryna reason with myself
While you were here thinking bout someone else
Saying you sorry wont take away the pain
Cause things will never ever be the same
Cause I was your everything and you were my everything
And you got my heart you see baby
When trust walks right out the door
It makes it so hard to believe you any more This shouldn't be
Oh baby tell me
I cried to force myself to turn in.. yet I can't. . It driving me crazy
An advice to all girl out there..
Always remember to ask a guy whether is he a married or a attached guy. Or single
Know e reason. Yes or No.
It will save alot trouble..
If a guy unable to be frank with you. When u found out But told u . He don't love her any more jus you. There many problem between them..
Tell them to settle n clear their problem first. Don't be involve yet . Bc it going to triangle love . Every party will be hurt..
I have met a few guy whom r like this..
They r called as a selfish lover.
Let put in this way..
If he could do this do her..
Why can't he do it to you.
(What comes around goes around)
I m still recovering from my heartbroken.
Which it way take a long long ways to go..
I do always have e will to give up.
Give up my life as it too misery N pain to breathe..
I will always be there for you. I promise to be true to you in good times and in bad, in sickness and in health. I will love you and honour you all the days of my life.
I missed the time..
When you hold me hand..
When you told me everything will be ok
You promised to go through together..
I remember ..
All our sweet and bitter memory. .
I love you.
All I want is to be whole.
In your arms
Cocooned in deep shared slumber
Even for a night,
A fleeting moment
Where perhaps there is no tomorrow
But only the now
Where nothing else matters
But only your breathing in tandem with mine
The sound of comfort
The balm for frayed nerves
Of marred reason
Our never ending season-
Days on the end,
I float in the memory of you.
The curse of the insomniac
-FX.
You were all that I wanted
I fell in love with all of your heart and your soul
From that moment couldn't imagine
You ever hurting me or mistreating my love
I should have known
Rivers of tear drops
These sharp pains in my heart
If this was the way that you loved
You never should have loved me
You never should have loved me
You never should have touched me
You never should have
Never should have told me you loved me and you would never leave me.
'Cause everything that you would do
It made me fall in love with you
Until you left and you made that mistake
Now I can't take you back if I wanted to
Balled up, laying in my bed
Thoughts racing through my head
How did we start up in love and end up here?
You said you loved me and I believed you
Seems like you don't even mean what you say.
Glad to know you cared.. but hope u mean it till the very end.. hope u come back soon.. feeling vexed.
Feeling weak.. N down .
Whole body is wobbling..
Dehydrating. .
So there u r flying off...
Where I have to call the bank.. tomorrow..
And thann
You are enjoying..
Letting me handler all by my own..
Tình Yêu Không Có Lỗi, Lỗi Ở...
The days are near... I will never forget about you..
The pain N misery.. Unable to let it pass..
I was hurt so bad...
Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find
Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone
Can we go back to the way we used to be ?
I don't want to do this anymore.
I can't survive.
Your a Damn heartbreaker. .. damn
Bullshit idiot.
Damn. . Bc she don't find fault when u with doesn't mean so she e queen .
Honestly what have you done to deserve..
Can't count the years on one hand
That we've been together
I need the other one to hold you
Make you feel, make you feel better
It's not a walk in the park
To love each other
But when our fingers interlock,
Can't deny, can't deny you're worth it
'Cause after all this time I'm still into you
I should be over all the butterflies
But I'm into you
And baby even on our worst nights
I'm into you
Let 'em wonder how we got this far
'Cause I don't really need to wonder at all
Yeah, after all this time I'm still into you
Recount the night that
I first met your mother
And on the drive back to my house
I told you that, I told you that I loved ya
You felt the weight of the world
Fall off your shoulder
And to your favorite song
We sang along to the start of forever
And after all this time I'm still into you
Some things just, some things just make sense
And one of those is you and I
Some things just, some things just make sense
And even after all this time
I'm into you, baby, not a day goes by
That I'm not into you.
feeling e worse n down moment.
Lesson to learnt To accept.
No one will be there for u.
No one can helped me.
1 year ago.. today.. things happen.. even till now it seem like so hard to get over it.. n believe.. nothing has changed
你說 愛我 表情卻又太過冷漠 太過冷漠
你的承諾 言語就像匕首 卻是感情的兇手
到底怎麼可以讓你更愛我
才足夠當初不戳 破謊言是否 更不痛
別安撫說會想我 分開了之後
別牽強給我理由 說你會難過
愛你太多 愛你太多 來不及琢磨
因為 你沒愛過我 你沒愛過我
別安撫說會想我 分開了之後
別牽強給我理由 說你會難過
愛你太多 愛你太多 來不及琢磨
因為 你沒愛過我 你沒愛過我
你沒愛過我 你沒愛過我
別安撫說會想我 分開了之後
別牽強給我理由 說你會難過
愛你太多 愛你太多 來不及琢磨
因為 你沒愛過我 你沒愛過我
你沒愛過我 你沒愛過我
別安撫說會想我 分開了之後
別牽強給我理由 說你會難過
愛你太多 愛你太多卻沒有以後
因為 你沒愛過我 你沒愛過我
When you ignores.. it shown u dont care..
If u care.. u dont ignore..
Always too lazy to talk about it...
Boy, look at you, looking at me
I know you know how I feel
Loving you is hard, being here is harder
You take the wheel
I don't wanna do this anymore
It's so surreal, I can't survive
If this is all that's real
All I wanna do is get high by the beach
Get high by the beach, get high
All I wanna do is get by by the beach
Get by baby, baby, bye, bye
The truth is I never
Bought into your bullshit
When you would pay tribute to me
Cause I know that
All I wanted to do is get high by the beach
Get high baby, baby, bye, bye
Boy look at you, looking at me
I know you don't understand
You could be a bad motherfucker
But that don't make you a man
Now you're just another one of my problems
Because you got out of hand
We won't survive
We're sinking into the sand
All I wanna do is get high by the beach
Get high by the beach, get high
All I wanna do is get by by the beach
Get by baby, baby, bye, bye
The truth is I never
Bought into your bullshit
When you would pay tribute to me
Cause I know that
All I wanted to do is get high by the beach
Get high baby, baby, bye, bye
Lights, camera, acción
I'll do it on my own
Don't need your money, money
To get me what I want
Lights camera acción
I'll do it on my own
Don't need your money, money
To get me what I want
All I wanna do is get high by the beach
Get high by the beach, get high
All I wanna do is get by by the beach
Get by baby, baby, bye, bye
The truth is I never
Bought into your bullshit
When you would pay tribute to me
Cause I know that
All I wanted to do is get high by the beach
Get high baby, baby, bye, bye
High-igh-igh-igh
Everyone can start again
Not through love but through revenge
Through the fire, we're born again
Peace by vengeance
Brings the end
Being away this 3day..
Shall see any changes has made..
If not.. really no point...
Im full of anger..
This year is worse year
Even ur body is here.. but ur heart isnt..
N hurting me doesnt hurt you.
Why cant god jus take my life away.. rather than me suffering..
When other is smiling and enjoying..
One day you will realized. You made e wrong choice. Bc you judge the book by it cover.. and one day u will know.. how u force me into such way no one can tolerate.