I learnt a lesson not to believe in anyone. Guilt n karma.. will do it work.
what u reap is what u sow.
I think death may solve all. problem
I was e bait.. to care n share.. n yet was e 9ne to recieve backstab.. indeed.. i forget. U were mine rival..
I jus dont understand..
Why u lied to me.. n cheat me..
Why..
The last good bye.
The reason i m angry was because both of u lied n cheat me .
I nvr want ur mum to pay all ths..
But i had enough of u n her cheat me
Bank calling me ..
All ths problem..
Agreement ?
I told u..
U ever listen ?
When i look into ur eye n asked u.. why did u lied.. u dont even dare to answer me.. sneak thru e window? I came in peace n in e end.. what.. u pull me so i grab u.. i want u answer me.. why u run away. U also helped him lie.. u also lied..
Accuse me for disturbing u.. when i didnt.. u say untruth thing to him abt me..
Did i hit him 1st.
So i get him to bite me ?
To hurt me ?
Asked him.. what he done on valentine day..
What he done e day before u came..
U ok with it too. No need dig or ask much..
Peace ? Of shit..
U could stand strong n talkes thing why run.. why r u guilt ? Yes he choose he but he also cheat you .
Ths kind of guy u want .. i give u..
A guy who always run away frm problem n trouble.
A girl who will do anything to achieve..
Jus imagine a guy left you all e shit n ran away..
Would u still able to trust him ?
I have many thought in mind.
To go police ? To go court ?
Why do i care.. i should make us all died together.
All e. depression? U gave ? All e unpromise u said..
U knw what drove me Crazy..
u enjoy it..
Like 1 week. of. peace why ?
Bc i wasnt view and than i wasnt ignore.
Now what u accuse me..
ignore me ?
Enjoy fking her n ur damn holiday. U had money on urself. Nt for repayment.
Ur plot is all futile.
Dont say i destroyed ur life.
U did it urself. Bc of selfishness
Thanks for e last valentine.. i never forget.. all the tales u told..
All the word u said..
All the action u r proving....
Worthless
Why say i Destroy ur life when u say to me it already over between u n her ?
Why kept say fufilling my promise but not 100% into it ?
I had quiet n tone down alot.
but what trigger it ?
Bc of your LIES n tat attitude..
u said to me..
( u go bankrupt lah. Not my Problem .)
That attitude..
May drive a person crazy..
into depression..
It is always easy say by u.
So u can run away free..
U nvr nvr think how would a person feel upon hearing such word out from u
U cant give security to any woman..
What make u deserve woman ?
Why do innocent died. When they wanted to live.. n why does thise have hard time have to go through all this shit.
It always back to square one.. isnt it..
Go back n continue ur fake story..
faker say fake word. Doing different as they say..
http://www.yourtango.com/200936256/my-spouse-cheated-whats-next
I will always remember.. what u said.. n how u flip e story.
It the same old thing isnt it..
word that are just saying.. with no meaning in it..
Saying n doing so differently.
She doesn’t trust easily- you can see that in the distance she creates between herself and everyone around her, but she has much love to offer, and you can see it in the kindness that’s in the smiles she gives out to everyone around her. She has millions of chaotic galaxies of thoughts, thousands of tangled up worlds of words and places in her mind, and you can see it in the way her eyes always seem lost, like they are somewhere else. She always wants to be somewhere else, it shows in the way she’s always rushing and moving, the way she’s always restless. Life never went easy on her, and she didn’t go easy on herself either. She is strong and you can see it in her eyes, you can sense it in her voice. She believes that her body can physically rebuild and heal itself. I think that’s because she knew how to recover by herself after life had broken her. She knows how it’s like to be under-appreciated. So if you can’t see the beauty in her quirks, if you don’t think that maybe she might be a little piece of magic, don’t you dare and say that she is just a girl; because she’s a masterpiece.
如果有一束花,多么美好
I miss the time.. when effort was made..
Every single time on this days.. but not today..
Today was suppose to mark 4th anniversary. Thinking back how u surprised me with flower at my work place.. how many sweet n good thing u have done.. as time goes.. we know each other flaw.. many thing happen.. sigh.. i dont want say ler.. let the memories slowly do it work.. feeling emotional.. thinking.. you promise to be there for me.. but u walk away..
Blocking me..
decide nothing but prove that..
Since in e beginning..
You are already okay..
And now u made a drama..
than now u still okay with it..
Jus say so.. what both of u said n do r differently..
I see..
All e fight was jus a shown n a joke..
You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
After all. Is ok. I know all is acting only..
They dont say what they mean also..
Just right from the beginning..
All tHis commotion..
Is jus about proving here n there.
Pushing n pulling..
Jus waiting for it to snap.
Today.. i realise. I didnt treat u as enemy. But victim too.. but i realize i was wrong.
I pour out my thought on how i feel..
But it became a laughing joke.
I believe in word u say..
But u denied n lie at some point.
Bc. U were jus a moment of Angry.. not really pissed off..
To be say leave alone..
U gotta be fair..
Alone for all..
Fine fine..
bc now i know all is fake n acting..
I know u want the court declare me bankruptcy.. badly bc it not ur name anyway.
U jus wanna me hate u more.. so u n her can happy tgt .
What i m going say..
u may prove many thing.
but the way u decide n handle problem.
Is such a irresponsible. U dont cared hoe e person feel. Bc u think there is a point needed.
Effort. U dont put in..
Despite
U jus make my days n my mind worst n worst each days.
After all u doing this.. is because u wanna prove.. u have changes...
But it not truth at all..
Only i knw thann...
Fine..
你认为这样就能够满足需求了吗?
我累到什么都不想理了。
因为什么都是我的问题。
累了还是这样。。
累了还是骗人
累了还是假的
Seriously..
U 2 want to continue chit chat N bring all e thing and say. Go ahead...
I m serious tired of u two lying N bullshitting N acting .
Ths drama.. no ending.. if neither u drag me in now . These a day I would have peace not all such nonsense..
When e man said..
it all over.. i want be alone.
Not be with anyone. Idc. I want focus work.
When e woman said
idc already i m tired of all this.
But in e end also e one bring up all e problem. I share u hw i feel u go tell e man . So now who is e drama n liar too?
Dont push blame n say other when u also.
U want him u should nt let go n accept that he is like that. .
Why say thing n do differently.
อย่าปล่อยให้คนที่ทำร้ายคุณให้คุณอยู่ห่างจากคนที่รักคุณ ฉันรู้ว่ามันน่ากลัวที่จะเชื่อว่าคนที่ยังสามารถอยู่ในความรักที่มีรอยแผลเป็นของคุณ แต่พวกเขาเป็นจริงสามารถ ฉันรู้ว่ามันยากที่จะเปิดตัวเองขึ้นและมีความเสี่ยงได้รับบาดเจ็บอีกครั้ง แต่ในบางจุดที่คุณต้องหยุดวิ่งหนีจากความรักเพื่อให้คุณสามารถพบหนึ่งของความรู้สึกที่ยิ่งใหญ่ที่สุดในโลกในวันหนึ่ง ฟังคุณไม่สามารถทำอะไรเกี่ยวกับสิ่งที่คุณเคยผ่านและคนที่คุณได้รับผ่านมันด้วย เรียนรู้จากอดีตที่ผ่านมาของคุณ แต่ไม่อนุญาตให้อดีตของคุณในการทำงานทางเข้าไปในอนาคตของคุณและทำให้คุณพลาดโอกาสในการมีคนที่ดี คุณได้ทำเพื่อได้รับความรัก คุณไม่ได้ทำเพื่อให้ตัวเองอารมณ์ปิดจากส่วนที่เหลือของโลก ใส่ความเจ็บปวดลงเพื่อให้คุณสามารถเลือกสิ่งที่ดีกว่าที่จะเชื่อในอีกครั้ง ขอให้วันนี้เป็นวันที่คุณก็ปล่อยตัวเองจากห่วงที่ผ่านมาของคุณ มันถึงเวลาที่จะเริ่มเชื่อในความรักอีกครั้ง
Seriously i already sleep.
why bother tell me. She already tell u all.
Only say my side..
Hw abt her.
Yes i 2 headed snake. I backstab u.
I told alot unnecessary thing..
Than u go tell mine..
Like usual lor.
Dont say u nvr.. when got proof also.
U 2 same liar..
Thanks you letter..
I thanks you for ur time.
For all ths lesson to me.
for learning to never give up.
N bring me happy n joy n saddness
I understand now.
How to not believe in anything
giving more n no expecting in return
being sure to help n got myself in trouble..
For all i had a reason..
And now i will use my reason to label ..
To know n understand..
Thing never will be e same
u give more.. n nvr expect anything in return..
U will love more cared more worried more..
But than
I forget to love myself more.. n take care of myself.
So than..
Be with it..
U were never mine.
Thanks for all e pain lesson u gave to me..
I nvr forget..
I need a man who can tolerance me..
No bullshit no nonsense.
No lying no hiding.
I will be fine..
I cant promise i have no bad temper.
I have n a serious bad one
As long u r faithful n honesty..
U no need to worried about.
I have my doubt. N u cant blame me either. Bc is all ur action decide..
I can be good n lovely.. as long i have ur attention. N u r good n well to go.
I had too much bad experience. So please keel ensuring me.. u wont leave me.. dont give up..
And bear with me for few year to clesr my burden off my shoulder.
I will be ok.. soon..
It already been a year plus.
Just be patience..
And always remember
No white lie.. n straightforward..
Im not as strong as u think.
but i have to do it to protect myself
So my soulmate please bear the scar i carried n promise me.. no matter what u never never let go..
I had enough of e previous heartbreaker.
I no want pitiful guy. I want a man.
R u the man ?
Who will go through with me ? All over again. Bc i m tired of seeking already.
P. s where r u.
Hey you..
Why keep giving urself Excuse further more..
I m tired n tired of waiting..
Tired of asking..
Tires for u to do every single task without repeating myself over n over again.
Why i do now deserve ths kind of shit.
She really leave n so..
But u also non stop proving her.
Not like wad u said. U dont care u jus wanna focus work. N than wad were u doing.. sleeping all day bc it calm u down?
When u r in e rush to close ths project already..
Why should i feel guilty..
When u say i m..
U kept saying.. i push u away..
But u r e one pushing me away .
U say morning u do for me so it was 10am. I asked r u sleeping. No need rush work ?
Does ths even sound wrong.
Seriously.
What the fuck u thinking..
can think n say wad u mean anot..
U not mr roti prata u knw
Again... big liar..
Saying something someone didnt say.
All is ur excuse.. always..
Thinking to use ths way she will msg.
Forget it..
Dont do something i nvr did to u.
N nbr say something u say will do in e end nvr do..
No one like such kind of man..
Who dont kept n remember their promise.
I told u something..
you say me.
Than block me
Ur always an excuse for everything..
It already numb me..
It wont trigger me like e past..
When you wanna avoid to answer something..
Ur style is like that..
Dont push ur fault on me..
What u mean u with her no peace for me. Even u alone also no peace frm me..
Did i dig ur stuff ?
Did i do all this alone ?
U want me be be ur scapegoat for all thinf happen i knw. ..
If thing were not so complicated. I would not have been hurt so bad.
If without all this burden i woukd have l e freedom..
You woke me up from my sleep after u vent finish u left me. Wide awake..
What rights do u have to feel angry.
Never learn to stop do u .
I see that u left ur real family behind..
Jus to prove her everything..
U think by doing ths.. u could win favour ?
One day.. u will be full of regret..
Everything both of u said..
R excuse given to urself.
Ur e caused of my anxiety n depression..
And when u take as it non ur business..
How to be man ..
to said be responsible of everything
U dont understand why i got work up do u
You dont knw the word u use ignite me
I asked a few time.. do u bother answering ..
U jus wanna me get crank up
Seriously
U dont knw ur word action hurt people do u. I had already been understanding enough.. more than enough
even i dont get my rights..
I chase u away or u wanna run away.
U ask urself.
Dont push blame.. ask urself
Seriously is ths a joke or what should i say chidlish ?
U Understood that he needed to help me with site n etc..
N u trying to pick a fight bc we message..
1 week ago said sleep Seperately.
N say thinking.. n etc..
Is it common to message..
U cant take it.. but u signed this up 1 year ago.
Every word from u so drama.
U kept want him to prove u chase u coax u .
1 day.. just 1 day..
How long a person can tolerate.
Seriously bull shit.
Faker.. dramatic..
难过。。因为你每次都在说谎