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The Lady


♥ mscatheriine ♀
7NOVEMBER
THAI CHINESE
Scorpio


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cannot be duplicated.
-Douglas Horton



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♥ Monday, February 29, 2016




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
8:12 AM


♥ Saturday, February 27, 2016







♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:23 AM


♥ Friday, February 26, 2016

Hi, i m looking for someone who can guide me thru
PRESTASHOP
PHOTOGRAPHY
PHOTOSHOP

and FREELANCE MODEL .
for FASHION photoshooting.

pls do email me or cbox me.

p.s
i had paid n register for prestashop.
setting up is an pain in e ass.
following youtube doesnt help much .





♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
8:02 PM


♥ Thursday, February 25, 2016

For ths i will always remember..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
9:18 AM


♥ Wednesday, February 24, 2016

i back track n old blog of mine.
and realize.. she has seen it all..
not because she is smart..
is i never realize..

but right beginning she knew.. she accept..
she jus want to make thing miserable for everyone to achieve what she want..

she is not innocent as u thought.. or naive as u think..

she is more revengeful.. more resentment..

you find your lost.



♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
5:33 AM


♥ Tuesday, February 23, 2016

I learnt a lesson not to believe in anyone. Guilt n karma.. will do it work.
what u reap is what u sow.




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
7:52 PM






♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
5:56 PM


♥ Monday, February 22, 2016

I think death may solve all. problem




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
3:20 PM



I was e bait.. to care n share.. n yet was e 9ne to recieve backstab.. indeed.. i forget.  U were mine rival..

I jus dont understand..

Why u lied to me.. n cheat me..

Why..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
3:19 PM



The last good bye.




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
7:23 AM



The reason i m angry was because both of u lied n cheat me .

I nvr want ur mum to pay all ths..
But i had enough of u n her cheat me
Bank calling me ..
All ths problem..

Agreement ?
I told u..
U ever listen ?




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
7:22 AM



When i look into ur eye n asked u.. why did u lied.. u dont even dare to answer me.. sneak thru e window? I came in peace n in e end.. what.. u pull me so i grab u.. i want u answer me.. why u run away. U also helped him lie.. u also lied..

Accuse me for disturbing u.. when i didnt..  u say untruth thing to him abt me..

Did i hit him 1st.
So i get him to bite me ?
To hurt me ?

Asked him.. what he done on valentine day..

What he done e day before u came..

U ok with it too. No need dig or ask much..

Peace ? Of shit..

U could stand strong n talkes thing why run.. why r u guilt ? Yes he choose he but he also cheat you .

Ths kind of guy u want .. i give u..

A guy who always run away frm problem n trouble.

A girl who will do anything to achieve..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:01 AM





Feeling used
But I'm
Still missing you
And I can't
See the end of this
Just wanna feel your kiss
Against my lips
And now all this time
Is passing by
But I still can't seem to tell you why
It hurts me every time I see you
Realize how much I need you

I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee
Or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat
Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember
Do you miss me like I miss you?
Fucked around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too, and
I'm always tired but never of you
If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
I type a text but then I nevermind that shit
I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
If u wanted me you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go
I don't mean no harm
I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance
I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings
When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song

I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her

All alone I watch you watch her
Like she's the only girl you've ever seen
You don't care you never did
You don't give a damn about me
Yeah all alone I watch you watch her
She's the only thing you've ever seen
How is it you never notice
That you are slowly killing me

I hate you I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you I love you
I hate that I want you
You want her, you need her
And I'll never be her




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:48 AM


♥ Sunday, February 21, 2016




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:52 PM



Jus imagine a guy left you all e shit n ran away..

Would u still able to trust him ?

I have many thought in mind.

To go police ? To go court ?

Why do i care.. i should make us all died together.

All e. depression? U gave ? All e unpromise u said..

U knw what drove me Crazy..
u enjoy it..

Like 1 week. of. peace why ?
Bc i wasnt view and than i wasnt ignore.

Now what u accuse me..
ignore me ?

Enjoy fking her n ur damn holiday. U had money on urself. Nt for repayment.
Ur plot is all futile. 

Dont say i destroyed ur life.
U did it urself. Bc of selfishness




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:23 AM


♥ Saturday, February 20, 2016

Baby, if you're done with love, who's gonna hold you tonight?
Are you done with love so they can't hurt you tomorrow?
You don't wanna keep on swimming in the ocean you've cried
But I won't let you drown, I'll pull you back to the shallow

Cause all I ever really wanted
In this short life was you
Tell me who took your heart away
And do you know it breaks mine when I hear you say
That you're done with love?
Oh, you are done with love

Give me one night to mend the pain
Because the second we touch, you'll forget the day
You were done with love
Oh, you were done with love

All I ever really wanted
In this short life was you
All I ever really wanted
In this short life was you



♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
9:57 PM



Thanks for e last valentine.. i never forget.. all the tales u told..

All the word u said..
All the action u r proving....

Worthless




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
8:19 PM



You're always like this...
before you go back all the word u told me..r differently..

and when you go back..
your action speak louder than word.

you accuse me for something i dint done.
you blame me for everything..
it always other people to blame but never yourselves.

all the miserable lie you told with no guilt.
all the pain you gave with no conscious

even the recent days..
you made the promise..
but you broke it
and you blame me?

my mouth is jinx?
what about you ?

tell me. answer me,

aint you back to apartment with her ?
even after all the word both of u said to me ?

i backstabbed you ? or was it e another way right ?

your action.. shown other people too..

would a person willing to believe u would changed?

changes for a better ? or u had changed for the worse?

with all e word n promise you didnt honour?

what make it believe.. you wont break your vows?

( when a person block you = you won, bc they have no reason to reason with you , n they will think is a nonsense cant be bothered. and than 1 day if will jus surface e same problem again )



♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:51 AM


♥ Friday, February 19, 2016

Why say i Destroy ur life when u say to me it already over between u n her ?

Why kept say fufilling my promise but not 100% into it ?

I had quiet n tone down alot.
but what trigger it ?

Bc of your LIES n tat attitude..
u said to me..

( u go bankrupt lah. Not my Problem .)
That attitude..

May drive a person crazy..
into depression..

It is always easy say by u.

So u can run away free..

U nvr nvr think how would a person feel upon hearing such word out from u

U cant give security to any woman..

What make u deserve woman ?




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:33 PM



Why do innocent died.  When they wanted to live.. n why does thise have hard time have to go through all this shit.




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
4:54 AM



everyone of us is living in a lie.

no need proving anything..

make sure..

you will get your karma..

all this emotional u r giving me..
you are giving it to yourself

don't blame me..
don;t say i threaten..

YOU PROVE IT ALL ALREADY..

YOUR WORD IS NOT TALLY .





♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
4:27 AM



It always back to square one.. isnt it..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
4:07 AM


♥ Thursday, February 18, 2016

Go back n continue ur fake story..
faker say fake word. Doing different as they say..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
10:25 PM



http://www.yourtango.com/200936256/my-spouse-cheated-whats-next

I will always remember.. what u said.. n how u flip e story.




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:20 PM



รู้ทั้งรู้ใช่ไหม ว่ารักครั้งนี้ต้องจบลง
เธอเข้าใจใช่ไหม ต้องเหลือแค่ความผิดหวัง
ถึงต้องช้ำแค่ไหน รักมากเท่าไหร่ ต้องฝืนมันต่อไป
ไม่ว่าวันพรุ่งนี้ ต้องยืนเดียวดายต้องรับ..รับมันให้ไหว

เก็บรักครั้งนี้ให้เป็นบทเรียน
เก็บความทรงจำที่ปวดร้าว
ผิดพลั้ง จากน้ำตาที่ไหล
เผื่อรักที่เธอต้องเจอต่อไป
จะรู้ว่าเรานั้นผ่านมาได้อย่างไร
บทเรียนจะสอนให้รู้ในคำว่ารัก

เธอก็รู้ใช่ไหม สักวันมันคงต้องผ่านไป
เธอเข้าใจใช่ไหม แค่นี้ก็คงไม่ถึงตาย
ถึงต้องช้ำแค่ไหน รักมากเท่าไหร่ ต้องฝืนมันต่อไป
ไม่ว่าวันพรุ่งนี้ ต้องยืนเดียวดายต้องรับ..รับมันให้ไหว

ถึงต้องช้ำแค่ไหน รักมากเท่าไหร่ ต้องฝืนมันต่อไป
ไม่ว่าวันพรุ่งนี้ ต้องยืนเดียวดายต้องรับ..รับมันให้ไหว

เก็บรักครั้งนี้ให้เป็นบทเรียน
เก็บความทรงจำที่ปวดร้าว
ผิดพลั้ง จากน้ำตาที่ไหล
เผื่อรักที่เธอต้องเจอต่อไป
จะรู้ว่าเรานั้นผ่านมาได้อย่างไร
บทเรียนจะสอนให้รู้ในคำว่ารัก...



♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
11:12 AM



It the same old thing isnt it..
word that are just saying.. with no meaning in it..

Saying n doing so differently.




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:44 AM


♥ Monday, February 15, 2016

She doesn’t trust easily- you can see that in the distance she creates between herself and everyone around her, but she has much love to offer, and you can see it in the kindness that’s in the smiles she gives out to everyone around her. She has millions of chaotic galaxies of thoughts, thousands of tangled up worlds of words and places in her mind, and you can see it in the way her eyes always seem lost, like they are somewhere else. She always wants to be somewhere else, it shows in the way she’s always rushing and moving, the way she’s always restless. Life never went easy on her, and she didn’t go easy on herself either. She is strong and you can see it in her eyes, you can sense it in her voice. She believes that her body can physically rebuild and heal itself. I think that’s because she knew how to recover by herself after life had broken her. She knows how it’s like to be under-appreciated. So if you can’t see the beauty in her quirks, if you don’t think that maybe she might be a little piece of magic, don’t you dare and say that she is just a girl; because she’s a masterpiece.




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
3:14 AM


♥ Sunday, February 14, 2016

如果有一束花,多么美好




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
7:26 PM



I miss the time.. when effort was made..
Every single time on this days.. but not today..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:25 PM



回憶裡想起模糊的小時候
雲朵漂浮在藍藍的天空
那時的你說 要和我手牽手
一起走到時間的盡頭

從此以後我都不敢抬頭看
彷彿我的天空失去了顏色
從那一天起 我忘記了呼吸
眼淚啊永遠不再 不再哭泣

我們的愛 過了就不再回來
直到現在 我還默默的等待
我們的愛 我明白
已變成你的負擔

只是永遠 我都放不開
最後的溫暖 你給的溫暖

不要再問你是否愛我
現在我想要自由的天空
遠離開這被捆綁的世界
不再寂寞 喔



p.s 忘记了一切 ,你的谎言 



♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
4:46 AM



Today was suppose to mark 4th anniversary. Thinking back how u surprised me with flower at my work place.. how many sweet n good thing u have done.. as time goes.. we know each other flaw.. many thing happen.. sigh.. i dont want say ler.. let the memories slowly do it work.. feeling emotional.. thinking.. you promise to be there for me.. but u walk away..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
1:18 AM


♥ Saturday, February 13, 2016

Blocking me..
decide nothing but prove that..
Since in e beginning..
You are already okay..
And now u made a drama..
than now u still okay with it..

Jus say so.. what both of u said n do r differently..

I see..

All e fight was jus a shown n a joke..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:24 PM


♥ Thursday, February 11, 2016

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
11:28 AM



After all.  Is ok.  I know all is acting only..

They dont say what they mean also..

Just right from the beginning..
All tHis commotion..

Is jus about proving here n there.
Pushing n pulling..
Jus waiting for it to snap.

Today.. i realise. I didnt treat u as enemy. But victim too.. but i realize i was wrong.

I pour out my thought on how i feel..
But it became a laughing joke.
I believe in word u say..
But u denied n lie at some point.

Bc.  U were jus a moment of Angry.. not really pissed off..

To be say leave alone..
U gotta be fair..
Alone for all..

Fine fine..
bc now i know all is fake n acting..

I know u want the court declare me bankruptcy.. badly bc it not ur name anyway.

U jus wanna me hate u more.. so u n her can happy tgt .

What i m going say..
u may prove many thing.
but the way u decide n handle problem.
Is such a irresponsible. U dont cared hoe e person feel. Bc u think there is a point needed.

Effort. U dont put in..
Despite

U jus make my days n my mind worst n worst each days.




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
9:17 AM



After all u doing this.. is because u wanna prove.. u have changes...

But it not truth at all..

Only i knw thann...

Fine..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:11 AM


♥ Wednesday, February 10, 2016

你认为这样就能够满足需求了吗?
我累到什么都不想理了。
因为什么都是我的问题。

累了还是这样。。

累了还是骗人
累了还是假的




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:52 PM


♥ Tuesday, February 09, 2016

Seriously..
U 2 want to continue chit chat N bring all e thing and say. Go ahead...

I m serious  tired of u two lying N bullshitting N acting .

Ths drama.. no ending.. if neither u drag me in now . These a day I would have peace not all such nonsense..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
3:47 PM



When e man said..
it all over.. i want be alone.
Not be with anyone. Idc. I want focus work.

When e woman said
idc already i m tired of all this.
But in e end also e one bring up all e problem. I share u hw i feel u go tell e man . So now who is e drama n liar too?

Dont push blame n say other when u also.

U want him u should nt let go n accept that he is like that. .

Why say thing n do differently.




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
10:21 AM



อย่าปล่อยให้คนที่ทำร้ายคุณให้คุณอยู่ห่างจากคนที่รักคุณ ฉันรู้ว่ามันน่ากลัวที่จะเชื่อว่าคนที่ยังสามารถอยู่ในความรักที่มีรอยแผลเป็นของคุณ แต่พวกเขาเป็นจริงสามารถ ฉันรู้ว่ามันยากที่จะเปิดตัวเองขึ้นและมีความเสี่ยงได้รับบาดเจ็บอีกครั้ง แต่ในบางจุดที่คุณต้องหยุดวิ่งหนีจากความรักเพื่อให้คุณสามารถพบหนึ่งของความรู้สึกที่ยิ่งใหญ่ที่สุดในโลกในวันหนึ่ง ฟังคุณไม่สามารถทำอะไรเกี่ยวกับสิ่งที่คุณเคยผ่านและคนที่คุณได้รับผ่านมันด้วย เรียนรู้จากอดีตที่ผ่านมาของคุณ แต่ไม่อนุญาตให้อดีตของคุณในการทำงานทางเข้าไปในอนาคตของคุณและทำให้คุณพลาดโอกาสในการมีคนที่ดี คุณได้ทำเพื่อได้รับความรัก คุณไม่ได้ทำเพื่อให้ตัวเองอารมณ์ปิดจากส่วนที่เหลือของโลก ใส่ความเจ็บปวดลงเพื่อให้คุณสามารถเลือกสิ่งที่ดีกว่าที่จะเชื่อในอีกครั้ง ขอให้วันนี้เป็นวันที่คุณก็ปล่อยตัวเองจากห่วงที่ผ่านมาของคุณ มันถึงเวลาที่จะเริ่มเชื่อในความรักอีกครั้ง




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:43 AM


♥ Monday, February 08, 2016

Seriously i already sleep.
why bother tell me. She already tell u all.

Only say my side..
Hw abt her.

Yes i 2 headed snake. I backstab u.
I told alot unnecessary thing..

Than u go tell mine..

Like usual lor.

Dont say u nvr.. when got proof also.

U 2 same liar..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
11:56 PM



Thanks you letter..

I thanks you for ur time.

For all ths lesson to me.
for learning to never give up.

N bring me happy n joy n saddness

I understand now.
How to not believe in anything
giving more n no expecting in return
being sure to help n got myself in trouble..

For all i had a reason..

And now i will use my reason to label ..
To know n understand..

Thing never will be e same
u give more.. n nvr expect anything in return..

U will love more cared more worried more..

But than

I forget to love myself more.. n take care of myself.

So than..

Be with it..

U were never mine.

Thanks for all e pain lesson u gave to me..
I nvr forget..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:32 PM



I need a man who can tolerance me..
No bullshit no nonsense.
No lying no hiding.

I will be fine..
I cant promise i have no bad temper.

I have n a serious bad one

As long u r faithful n honesty..
U no need to worried about.

I have my doubt. N u cant blame me either. Bc is all ur action decide..
I can be good n lovely.. as long i have ur attention. N u r good n well to go.

I had too much bad experience.  So please keel ensuring me.. u wont leave me.. dont give up..

And bear with me for few year to clesr my burden off my shoulder.

I will be ok.. soon..
It already  been a year plus.
Just be patience..

And always remember
No white lie.. n straightforward..

Im not as strong as u think.
but i have to do it to protect myself

So my soulmate please bear the scar i carried n promise me.. no matter what u never never let go..

I had enough of e previous heartbreaker.

I no want pitiful guy. I want a man.

R u the man ?
Who will go through with me ? All over again. Bc i m tired of seeking already.

P. s where r u. 




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
9:33 AM


♥ Sunday, February 07, 2016

I know you're back.

no need hiding..

i hate enough of ur drama too.

i m most tired than anyone elsa..

be with it..



♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
9:59 PM



Hey you..

Why keep giving urself Excuse further more..

I m tired n tired of waiting..

Tired of asking..

Tires for u to do every single task without repeating myself over n over again.

Why i do now deserve ths kind of shit.

She really leave n so..

But u also non stop proving her.

Not like wad u said. U dont care u jus wanna focus work. N than wad were u doing.. sleeping all day bc it calm u down?

When u r in e rush to close ths project already..

Why should i feel guilty..
When u say i m..

U kept saying.. i push u away..

But u r e one pushing me away .

U say morning u do for me so it was 10am. I asked r u sleeping. No need rush work ?

Does ths even sound wrong.

Seriously.

What the fuck u thinking..
can think n say wad u mean anot..

U not mr roti prata u knw




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:42 PM



Again... big liar..

Saying something someone didnt say.

All is ur excuse.. always..

Thinking to use ths way she will msg.

Forget it..

Dont do something i nvr did to u.

N nbr say something u say will do in e end nvr do..

No one like such kind of man..

Who dont kept n remember their promise.




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:08 PM



I told u something..
you say me.

Than block me

Ur always an excuse for everything..

It already numb me..

It wont trigger me like e past..

When you wanna avoid to answer something..

Ur style is like that..

Dont push ur fault on me..

What u mean u with her no peace for me. Even u alone also no peace frm me..

Did i dig ur stuff ?

Did i do all this alone ?

U want me be be ur scapegoat for all thinf happen i knw. ..

If thing were not so complicated.  I would not have been hurt so bad.

If without all this burden i woukd have l e freedom..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
10:25 AM



每个人都会犯错,大错小错,我也不例外。错了,就要从错误中学习,明白一个错误带来的后果,警惕自己不要再犯同样的错。不如意事常八九,因为这句话,人们总是把不如意的事放大来看,人生嘛,总会有不如意的事,只要把这些事情看作是上天对我的一个考验,当作一种磨炼,其实应该写成不如意事常一二而已。曾经有个前辈在万里望对我说过,关关难过,关关过,今天你所面对的挫折,如果有个人走过来告诉你,十年前他和你一样面对同样的问题,但是十年后的今天,他依然还是渡过了难关,那你会不会把你所面对问题看成是小事呢?人生豪迈,其实只不过是从头再来,只要肯踏出去尝试,人生绝对没有绝路



♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:15 AM


♥ Saturday, February 06, 2016

you say you didnt ..
but you did..

you say you want alone..
but you are not..

all is fake n untruth..



♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
1:21 AM


♥ Friday, February 05, 2016


รู้ทั้งรู้ใช่ไหม ว่ารักครั้งนี้ต้องจบลง
เธอเข้าใจใช่ไหม ต้องเหลือแค่ความผิดหวัง
ถึงต้องช้ำแค่ไหน รักมากเท่าไหร่ ต้องฝืนมันต่อไป
ไม่ว่าวันพรุ่งนี้ ต้องยืนเดียวดายต้องรับ..รับมันให้ไหว

เก็บรักครั้งนี้ให้เป็นบทเรียน
เก็บความทรงจำที่ปวดร้าว
ผิดพลั้ง จากน้ำตาที่ไหล
เผื่อรักที่เธอต้องเจอต่อไป
จะรู้ว่าเรานั้นผ่านมาได้อย่างไร
บทเรียนจะสอนให้รู้ในคำว่ารัก

เธอก็รู้ใช่ไหม สักวันมันคงต้องผ่านไป
เธอเข้าใจใช่ไหม แค่นี้ก็คงไม่ถึงตาย
ถึงต้องช้ำแค่ไหน รักมากเท่าไหร่ ต้องฝืนมันต่อไป
ไม่ว่าวันพรุ่งนี้ ต้องยืนเดียวดายต้องรับ..รับมันให้ไหว

ถึงต้องช้ำแค่ไหน รักมากเท่าไหร่ ต้องฝืนมันต่อไป
ไม่ว่าวันพรุ่งนี้ ต้องยืนเดียวดายต้องรับ..รับมันให้ไหว

เก็บรักครั้งนี้ให้เป็นบทเรียน
เก็บความทรงจำที่ปวดร้าว
ผิดพลั้ง จากน้ำตาที่ไหล
เผื่อรักที่เธอต้องเจอต่อไป
จะรู้ว่าเรานั้นผ่านมาได้อย่างไร
บทเรียนจะสอนให้รู้ในคำว่ารัก...



♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
9:56 AM



dont say you cared.. when you kept hurting me..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:05 AM


♥ Thursday, February 04, 2016

sick and still acting..
dont think it over drama?

wanna bring her to singapore to see parent 
married.. 

how to married after all..

with wad u have..

register 1st ?

what kind of life can you gave

till now u still twist ur word..

wad you wanna do now..
is pushing her away more n more..

disgust her more n more..


all girl want a husband is man enough 
not jus word.. with action..

you dont know wad is love..

u push e one who love n cared u so much..





♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
8:32 PM



because you lost it all..
so you decided to let go the caused..
thing you caused..

all the damaged you caused.
you said to heal..

but than you back off your word now.

same..

even you find new girl..
problem will always be e same..

you don't understand what is relationship..
what is love.

you only cared yourself most..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
2:57 PM



everytime i hear e same story..
repeating over n over again

u r the one decide to leave me..
why encourage me to move on..

when ur word r always twisted



♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:49 AM


♥ Wednesday, February 03, 2016




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
7:10 PM



to be worried.. to be concern..

ths drama is so tiring..

i lost sleep bc of all this..

there was what if..

because it is...



♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
7:22 AM



you have done ridiculously thing i ever know..

believing other is a child that dont understand and took thing lightly.



♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
5:22 AM



You woke me up from my sleep after u vent finish u left me. Wide awake..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
3:26 AM



What rights do u have to feel angry.




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
1:22 AM



Never learn to stop do u .




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:14 AM


♥ Tuesday, February 02, 2016

I see that u left ur real family behind..

Jus to prove her everything..

U think by doing ths.. u could win favour ?

One day.. u will be full of regret..

Everything both of u said..

R excuse given to urself.




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
7:13 PM



Ur e caused of my anxiety n depression..

And when u take as it non ur business..

How to be man ..
to said be responsible of everything




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
6:13 PM





could you see the SCAR 




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:54 PM



U dont understand why i got work up do u

You dont knw the word u use ignite me

I asked a few time.. do u bother answering ..

U jus wanna me get crank up

Seriously

U dont knw ur word action hurt people do u. I had already been understanding enough.. more than enough
even i dont get my rights..

I chase u away or u wanna run away.

U ask urself.




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
10:51 AM







♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
4:00 AM



Dont push blame.. ask urself




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
3:10 AM


♥ Monday, February 01, 2016

What a monkey year..

Many moneky business




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:49 PM



Seriously is ths a joke or what should i say chidlish ?

U Understood that he needed to help me with site n etc..

N u trying to pick a fight bc we message..

1 week ago said sleep Seperately.
N say thinking.. n etc..

Is it common to message..

U cant take it.. but u signed this up 1 year ago.

Every word from u so drama.

U kept want him to prove u chase u coax u .

1 day.. just 1 day..

How long a person can tolerate.

Seriously bull shit.

Faker.. dramatic..




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
10:46 AM



难过。。因为你每次都在说谎




♥ can we pretend that airplane at the night sky like shooting star, i can really use a wish right now.
12:04 AM