Desire for HAPPINESS
Again, i was hurt
but it's ok, it's a part of life
the cigarette of the man that had just left is still here but is already odorless.
i'm not born to be lonely but compared with others, more often i was all alone
even when you give me the world
i still have nothing
i want to be happy and sleep peacefully
but to others, it's warmer when nobody hugged you
it's nicer when other left you alone
i want to be happy even though i laughed out loud
it's a lie when you say my heart is cold
but only tears remains true..
i reminisced my past
thank you for those who hurt me
i want to be optimistic
every raindrop doesn't seem to be cold
i'm not born to be lonely but compared with others, more often i was all alone
even when you give me the world
i still have nothing
生气的事。
为什么还要说慌。
I just want my thing back. Why must you hoard. Because she is around or what are you holding back on.
Payment as promise. Why u don't just keep your word.
Don't say I m still e same.
So are you. Keep lying dragging..cheating.
I m same bc u text my patience. N make me erupted. That why u say I same. I nvr bother u anymore. Why u no say anything.
Always need me to rush you.
Got money to pay . Go enjoy.
All the thing u do now.. only know how to enjoy N holiday .
If your girlfriend read this .
Please ask him to pay me on time. N return me all my thing.
I can't be bother to deal with this every month. And neither you like your boyfriend to message me right.
Appreciate.
什么是爱情?他会伤害我吗?
What the past has happened .
its the past.
It the mermories.
There aint anything to regret.
You could told me all e good thing.. but u still left because the bad.
U said i was better.. but u still left me..
Let it go.
The past
I tot the happiness i feeling these few week.. i always told myself i m fine. I will be fine.
Than i realize. I was wrong.
I blinded myself with false happiness.
When u recieved long message from your own dad.
And i realize i had failed to be a good daughter. I disappointed him in everyway.
Than u broke down. Feeling lost..
Where to go again..
Why kill my happiness. When all i want was to be happy.